omg so many things are happenning!

hello darlings!
oh man, its like so many things are happenning these few days.
okay. i just came back like an hour ago or smth so i'm like quite tired.
fyi, i went out the whole day kay!

yes, many things are happenning.

first it was angel*, betty* and claire*
then deborah* and elaine*
then fionna*
then germaine*
haha you realise, these are not the real names.

yupps. but now i suppose they're quite okay alrd. i hope so! its really bad bad and just very bad seeing all these things. and yes, it makes other people tear, or maybe cry. happened two days continuously. like no matter how happy you were seeing them so.. you just cant help but be sad and sad and just sad. sigh. and these few days i'm really tired. its like waking up so early in the morning just to reach school at 6.30 to sell breakfast; while sleeping so late at night.

warm up during training was extra tiring though it was not some tough thing. i was just tired. my eye is getting red again. this time its no just the outer side. the inner side is also red. mum and sis said that i was too tired thats why.

rahh.

was reading through mags on fri night but fell asleep really soon. and so i DIDNT bathe. woke up today at around 7plus 8? and i bathed. yes. woked xm up. wanted to play netball with her but she didnt want. so mean okay. so we talked bout netball for awhile. and she still didnt want to go play with me. so i decided to read mags again. ahaha. but i fell asleep again! i'm like, a pig! cant help it. woooooo! it rhymes~ anyways.

then yes, woke up at like 11? and went to TLL for english. was like, quite late so yes, mum kept scolding us on the car. blah blah blah. ms eu was still as fun and hyper! and you can always hear her from the corridors. heeh. today's theme was about SINGAPORE. oh! then we were talking about thaipusam. so she was like," yes! so you can see ppl what?" then i went," they poke themselves!" haha. then she gave the 'uhh' plus 'ohmygosh' plus 'ohman' face. hehe. "i can imagine your essay: ooooh and during thaipusam you can see ppl walking around with things poking..." hahaha. every lesson is like FUN! whhooo!

then we decided to go to plaza sing. ate KFC. fatty fatty. then it was quite early, i suppose? and and and we walked around! ahah. like did some window shopping before we left for tuition. oh yes, that stupid valen is like, SICK so she didnt come today. eeeyerr. math was from 4-6, then had extra science from 6.30-8.30+. minyee treated us to PIZZA HUT for dinner today! whoo! ate at the void deck. and i think, everyone was like so jealous. HEHE. too bad!

science ended quite early so we decided to go home ourselves. got mr teo to fetch us to J8. it was soo funnnnn kay! like whhooooou!:D went to shop for minyee's present for her friend. then i went to buy food!:D hehe. just felt like eating something.

then came home by MRT. it was FLOODED! by many alighted at uhh, WOODLANDS i think! hehe. its always like that.

yupps. and guess whattttt!
I GOT THREE PIMPLES ON MY FACE!!!!
HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!! AHHHHHH!!!
I SHALL USE MORE OXY5!

okay then. maybe sleeping early will help! good bye!
nights&lovey'all!<33

in school!:D

hello darlings!
guess what guess what!
i'm in school now! HEHE.

its lit now and ms wong allows us to use the comp! WHOO! i love ms wong luhh! shes just so nice!:D:D yupp. and like in 3mins time we'll have to go for ASSEMBLY. eeeyerr.

AND I'M FREEZING COLD NOW COS THE AIRCON IS RIGHT ABOVE ME. AND ASSEMBLY IS GONNA BE COLD TOO! AHH! MY JACKET!

ahah, gtg now(:
yeah i know, so fast right!
hahaha. goodbye loves!<33

i miss bugis!

hello jello jelling darlings!:D
i just finished bathing, AGAIN!:O
haha.

so today is SATURDAY! and yes, went to TLL in the morning for english tuition. was kinda late cause mian and i went to the food court to finish the work first before going in. hehehe(: and guess what! ms eu didnt ask for it! MEOW. wasted.

after that we took the MRT to bishannn! for lunch:D yummaye MOS burger! i ate EBI&mian ate UNAGI! ahaha! all the 'EEE's. hehe. and we BOTH drank CORN SOUP!:D oh and! that tan min yee took so long to come! but when we were about to leave, then she came! just on time! not bad hurr.

minyee went to buy her water dispenser at action city. and you know! she bought the PINK one! hahaha! unbelievable right! &after persuading and persuading tan, we went to the LIBRARY! whoo! it was filled with SO many people! so we were walking around looking for a space to place ourselves in! and finally after 5mins or so, we managed to find a space!:D we talked for quite a long time i guess. and the content was ALL ABOUT NETBALL.-_-"

lalala. left the library at around like 4? and cabbed to math tuition.did a math paper. and! today, i WASNT the LAST one to finish it!it was ZHANGXIMIAN who is the LAST one! WHOO!

after tuition, mum came with g-dad. minyee was walking with mr ong. and guess what! mum thought that mr ong was minyee's brother! hahaha! yupp. then we heeded to OG albert. near old house!!! yes i LOVE my old house! the location rocks! went there to buy g-dad's stuff. but it was under renovation, so we couldnt find what he wanted.

went to bugis junction then. its just A YEAR and its changed so much! and seriously, I MISS THAT PLACE! i dont like lot1 or bpp! its oh-so-boring! cos you can shop the whole place in less than A HOUR! mann! can you imagine! bugis and BPP or LOT1! so different! mian and i swear that one day we'll go to bugis and shop til we really drop! cause there's just SO many things we've missed out.

dinner at sakae. i think the only thing g-dad liked was the chawanmushi. he was like stuffing it into his mouth luhh. as if he was starved for a few days. and after that when we ordered the california handroll just for him to try, he said he didnt want it cause hes full. well, mian and i didnt believe him. its like, if you dont like then just say luhh!

yupp. mian and i went to shop shop while g-dad and mum went to BHG to buy g-dad's stuff. mian bought a MYUK wallet. i wanted one too. but the designs werent very nice. so yes, i'm waiting for new designs to come out! then we went to action city& mian bought a dispenser too! and lastly, A&BC! love love that place! use to go there quite often but now in bp, there aint such things. dont like bp. looked at SO many things! have the temptations to buy, but thought it was quite useless. its like WINDOW shopping! bad bad bad.

oh oh, so mian made me carry the dispenser cause if not i cant use it. wth right! so i was like walking around with this stupid and annoying big thing. haha. didnt really care actually. met mum and g-dad at basement then. went to crystal jade and bought breads! and mian&i went to buy sweetalk when mum was paying:D hehehe. didnt know that bugis had sweetalk! haiya, we didnt know lots of things bout bugis nowadays cause we dont stay there anymore! but i still love that place!:D more convenient!

yepp yepp. so thats about it for today!
BUGIS BUGIS BUGIS!
STAMFORD'S THERE TOO!
<3>

GOOD NIGHT DARLINGS! bye&love!<3

p.s oh and i might not be using the comp as often so i might not blog often too! yepp. this year's streaming! STUDY STUDY STUDY!

mann i'm tired.

i'm so tired recently. i dont know why. its like, i'm practically falling asleep during every lesson except chinese and maybe math-- the 'fiercer' teachers' lessons.

sec2 is a so so super busy year. today 1st period was music, but since mrs goh wont be here, mrs khong decided to take over for math file thing. but i supposed she'd forgotten or something? she didnt come in after 35mins. people were like so happy that she werent in class. but i thought it was very unfair to those who wants to learn and stuff. so i turned over to aisha and told her to go staff room to call mrs khong with me.

aisha agreed, &asked dwi along. when i like opened the door, they were like, NO XIFAN DONT! DONT CALL KHONG BEE! DONT!

seriously, spare a thought for others. you might not want the lesson but some others might want. you might be the majority. so what? what about the minority? you cant possibly affect the the people who wants to study right?

i couldnt be bothered and went to the staffroom with the classreps. mrs chan said that mrs khong was involved in some programme thing so she might not come in. and yes, she didnt come in for that period.

thats the bad bad thing today.

and yes, VALENTINA YONG JING YI! you must learn how to do your OWN work yourself! cannot ask other people help you do lahh! like that you wont understand anything!

oh, today's zi du was super uber difficult. i think i'm gonna fail. i suck at chinese in sec sch luhh. so crappy. i'm like learning one cheng yu per day so maybe i can improve on it. and. i. also. have. to. improve. my. english. language. and. its. all. languages. so. its. super. annoying.

i'll have to like read more of the 2languages' books and stuff. compre, compo, oral skills. oh my. so many things to do. i really wanna get into a better class.

rahh. and i'm sick. sick+tired=SUPER TIRED. i'm like down with FLU and COUGH, and maybe abit of sore throat? its always like a package. they all come together. so annoying.

oh yes, today there was math tuition. and i was feeling very very sleepy. i didnt do the work he gave. i did math hw. the simultaneous thingy luhh. eeyeer. and like everytime when we have tuition during weekdays, we'll always reach home late. and yes, we always fall asleep in the car. wth. so you see how tired we are hurr.

yes, so now i'm REALLY tired and i wanna sleep.
goodbye&goodnight
&have a nice day!
love you all darlings<3

:D:D:D

hello my darlings!
it has been a busy but slacking week for me!:O

hahaha. dad and dad's dad came on friday. but dad left today. well, he is a busy man you see. stayed home on sat for the WHOLE day! cause of this uhh, tradition? wells. so yes. missed math and eng tuition at bishan and TLL respectively. aisha, hazel and nicola came to do lit project. haha, and YES. we didnt do anything! but we had funnn!:D we started searching for phone models online cause i'm gonna get a new phone! and we took lots of stupid and spastic pictures!:D

had english tuition on sun at bishan caraven. was feeling really tired and sleepy there. rawr. after tuition dad and mum and g-dad came to fetch us. went to g-dad's sis house then dad, mum, sis and i left for hp shopping! WHOO! i want the nokia7390 but parents think that its lousy. dad wants me to get the nokia N95. the mini-computer thingg. and like the camera is FIVE megapixels. whoa!

we ate lunch at outram park bak kut teh(: haha the place is freaking hot! was like sweatty all over after that. and puh-lease! i was wearing LONG SLEEVE! mann! so we went to great world city; then eat; then taka; then paragon; then wisma; then sim lim square. woow man! so many places! oh yes! passed by bugis village and realised that it has changed alot for that ONE year! miss my old house! still prefer bugis than bukit panjang. eeeyerr.

oh yes. dad and mum went to our old old house's wet market or smth? not really luhh. its on the 2nd floor. we didnt wanna go so we went to OG. but before that, we went to the hawker centre to get a drink each from rochor beancurd or something? cant remember alrd. use to eat it often when we were staying at prinsep. then there was this menu thing. it says,"almond beancurd; no copycat" omg luhh! xm and i were laughing away! HAHA. "copycat". hahahahah!

went to OG to look around. IT CHANGED ALSO! became smaller! i think its under renovation so like half of the original OG is GONE! and it was so so squeezy! oh! we saw nice dresses! and nothing much. hehehehe.

met dad and mum outside OG near fulushou after sometime and went to fetch g-dad. ate dinner at singa inn then. i was like, SHOCKED to see the number of tables occupied. guess how many! ONE ONLY. their business used to be very good until they change the boss to a angmoh one? somehow miss thta place too. used to go there often when we were in prinsep(yes again.) felt like cycling! (and again.) do that when were in prinsep. oh man. used to do so many things that i dont do now last time! i love east coast so much!<3

oh, singa inn's food aint very nice now. their foods are all like, SWEET. yes, SWEET. quite dissapointing. yeap.

so thats for the weekends.

todayyy. after sch huiying, hazel, NICOLA and i went to serene centre macs to have lunch and to discuss lit project. on the way in the bus, the three of them were so annoying! they were practically bullying me luhh please! at first was hazel and huiying. then i was like asking nicola," nicola, do you know them?" AND SHE SAID,"uhh, yeah." OH MAN! so annoying! so blur but funny but annoying! shes my partner so she was supposed to stand on MY side but she didnt. haiyah!

yupps. was at macs from 3plus to like 5plus? nicola left at around4? shes so funny. she ordered large sprite. then after that, she said she was VERY HUNGRY so she went to buy a cheese burger. hahaha. 'discussed' until 5lus. haha, we didnt really discuss. but, listened to music and talked nonsense:D hehehe.

today was fun fun fun! hazel and i decided to do project tgt not with the you know who luhh. cause they dont do it and its unfair to us, who are the ones doing it. rawr.

thats about all luhh.
yepp. cyas! good night and
LOVE!<3

9april07

i'm so sorry for the previous post. it was really annoying for that not coorperative spirit of y'all at first.

anyway graceful bananas; YOU DID GREAT! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!<3>

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today got back science and geog paper. i'm feeling really stupid. failed science. what the. i NEVER got so low for science before. NEVER you know. and geog. so low though i passed. last year my geog rocked. but; not this year. i found out that i'll have to get a quite high A1 for CA2 and SA1 in order to take HCL next year. ahhhh. so stressed. there's like so many things to do. so many projects now. we havent even finish history project which was due lonnnnnnnnnggggggggg time ago. i want my history marks kay. i want them. history is the subject which is gonna pull me up. cannot afford to do badly in this subject. i already got 2C6s! i NEVER got a C in sec1!really kay! this sucks. &2B3s &1A2. NO A1 YET. what nonsense. i think i'll probably get a B4 for geog and A2 for history? i dont know.

yupp. anyway, XM&i bought "colour of hope" which is also called 《再见阳光》in chinese by the jack neo team. the story's quite nice and funny. and weird at the same time too. haha. its the stupid kind of funny. abit retarded which means. its like after 5secs then we laugh those kind. haha. maybe you all should watch it too. its around $14? yupp.

theres the two period chinese tmr. that annoying woman is coming. hope we get the another one. shes so much nicer and nicer and nicer!:D
anyway, gtg now!
off to read cheng yus!
buhbye darhlinggshzx! hahah!
i'm notta twit kayy!
loves!<3

fed up.

seriously, is it just so difficult? you all know the lyrics and the steps. everything's almost done. why cant you all cooperate? other classes can get things done easily, why cant we?

there i was screaming and shouting, telling you all to get up and do the cheer. but what was your response? "oh heck care lah. i dont wanna do it." is it? class reps were so fed up, they couldnt be bothered anymore; gave up; and did their own things.

c'mon. why is it so difficult to get things done? class reps are tired. so am i. nobody just seem to care. please, can you all give a basic respect to us by listening to us? the worst thing was, the five of you. didnt. even. give. a. damn. about. me. standing. there. shouting. and. screaming. at. you. all. but. instead. you. all. continued. talking. and. screaming.

you know how difficult it is to do this thing with even good friends not cooperating? hen wei nan ni zhi bu zhi dao ah. i cant scream and shout at you all cause i dont wish to cause any problems. but i cant stand there and heck care like you all because I CARE.

i care for the class. i want the class to do well. i know that if we do well our class points might shoot up cause we're the last currently. we wont be looked down upon as much. it is really not a pleasant thing when someone looks down on you. seriously, SC should remove this whole merit system. it aint doing any good.

i stood there, shouted, screamed, no one cared. i walked around telling groups to stand up and get into their positions. some did; but when they see others still talking, they were back talking again. i didnt tell that group cause i expected you all to DIY. but you didnt. you didnt even give me face. imagine you yourselves standing up there shouting and screaming so loudly yet no one cares; even your good friends. how will you feel? i'll tell you. DISSAPOINTED.

at last i was so pissed and annoyed; cause when i asked the class reps what to do, they told me to give up and dont care about you all. they are tired; tired of shouting and screaming at you all but yet you all didnt care. please, can you all just put yourselves in their shoes? understand how difficult it is being a leader.its not easy, seriously.

so yes, i screamed so loudly i guess everyone was shocked cause i am not usually like that. there was silence for a moment finally. i was really pissed and fed up. i just went to behind the piano and hide there. then, you all slowly got up and went to your places.

and when gladys said that you all made me pissed and am crying, you all moved faster, i suppose. why? why is it that only when people are angry and pissed then will you all do things properly? its not a good thing. why cant you all make things better when we talk to you nicely, telling you all to do things? why must you wait till people are angry and pissed then you will start doing things? why? do you all like people screming and shouting at you instead of talking to you all nicely? i dont suppose.

but after i came out laughing, you all were like, "chey!" and started talking again. what is this? so you mean you must have people pissed then you will do it? whatever.

we werent still very familiar with the steps and the whole thing was quite messy, and it was break time. i told you all to do it properly so that you can go for break. well, it seemed that no one wants to go for break. class reps were fed up again. i said again. this time, class rep totally gave up and said that you dont have to do, and just go for your break if you want. you all know its sacarsm. someone then told the class rep to chill. she then told you all to do the thing.

you see, you ONLY do it when people are angry and pissed and fed up and TOTALLY give up on you all.

finally, this ended.

then again, supposed to have practice during recess; but; we were so fed up; and there was no use being so tired cause of you all not wanting to do it. its very tiring. seriously. and what was your reactions when you heard that? "REALLY? YES!" you all were so happy. what crap. please, its for the class. i believe you all want to win, right? so can you all just practice at home and not screw it up on monday? the feeling's bad. my class was like that last year. you have to understand that last minute wont help. it will be very unfair for those who are doing it properly.

c'mon grace. you want to do it; you want to do it well. you dont want to embarrass yourselves infront of the lower sec classes. you want to win. its just a few minutes. just do it this time, will you?

3april07

this is my feeling now-
confused.
anyway people, read my adventure camp post.
i just realised it was in my drafts and edited it(:

its under the 'march' one. its the last post.
ohh btw, i've got smth to share with y'all!(:
i got a B3 for english!
mr teo expect me to get an A for SA.
ahhh.
mr teo: there are 15A1s, 5A2s, and the rest, tsktsktsk...
blahblahblah.
mr teo: did i tell you what's my goal for y'all by the end of the year?
us: no!
mr teo: i expect y'all to get at and A at the end of the year.
i was like nudging nicola and telling her how hard it was to get an A at the end of the year. haha you know both of us got the same marks! cool luuhh!
mr teo: XIFAN! i want you to get an A okay?
me: huh. very difficult leh. what if i dont?
mr teo: then i'll write a report saying that you shall retain.
wahseh. so annoying!
me: huh.
mr teo: okay wad! your score is not that far away from and A!
me: uhh! not very easy!
blahblahblah.
i'm alrd very happy that i got a B3 for english!
haha. oh he said that nicola should sit beside jed and i sit beside chelsea cos both of them got the highest. haha. and like both of us sit together and we got the same marks! cool!
i mean, i dont think we got the lowest luhh!(:
yep.
end here bah.
loves<3

2april07

hey darlings!
GUESS WHAT!
I JUST FINISHED BATHING AGAIN!
ahaha.
alright.
its quite late now so i shall just reply tags!
&maybe post about something interesting!
whoo.
taggs(:
valen: ah you idiot. mushroom rocks, dont you think so?
violet: VIOLET(: AHAHA. this is funny:D
lingli: HELLO DA RU!:D
wenfei: AHAH YAYE, you seem to be obsessed with that sentence manzz.
hazel: ahaha. i thought the accessibilty there sucks? ahah. BAD SOCIETY!<3
cheryl: thanks woman!<3
wenfei2: okay i relink YOU!
zeshan: ahaha. yeah. human is so annoying. i'll relink YOU too!:D
hazel2: haha. funny okay. TLL so mafan luhh, take so long. EEYER.

ahah alrights,
i think history was quite okay.
suprisingly i seem to do better with mrs hee when she like doesnt even give us clues at all. all she tells us is TO STUDY CHAPTER FOUR. blahblah.
right. dont think this is interesting.
today after assembly, i snapped esther's buckle.
it CAME OFF!
HAHA. funny kay! she was like holding it.
she gave that idoitic& retarded look saying," SOO!"
haha, i've been wondering when can jedidah stop laughing.
shes always so happy luhh.
hahaha. this morning everyone was so tired.
then she came and greeted us enthusiastically with a WARM SMILE!
whoa jed, i'm PRASING YOU!
OH! laoshi said that my chinese very cha(lousy) cause i couldnt say a proper sentence.
cause like, we were supposed to do the xin wen du hou gan.
she asked jedidah to say her views first.
&of course, as usual, laoshi wasnt satisfied with it luhh.
so she was like,"xifan ni lai jiang."
&i havent even finished my 2nd sentence.
so there was no preperation.
then she say i this kind oral SURE fail.
i feel so DEMORALISED.
EEEEYERRR.
whats with my chinese man!
laoshi embarassed me! oh my.

english tuition

HELLO EVERYBODY!
guess what!
i just finished bathing!
theres history test TOMORROW.
which is 7hours&10mins later.
and its a double period one.
so i suppose its going to be difficult.
havent studied much.
how how how!

aye, i shall not talk about that annoying test.
went tuition today early in the morning at the far far BISHAN.
its worth it cause the teacher's nice& professional(:
&its not as noisy as the one at orchard.
the orchard class is the WORST tuition class i've EVERR been to!
this bishan one is SO MUCH better!
its like, when you enter the room,
SILENCE
no one will be talking unless that wenxian and ray is there.
if not... it'll be TOTAL SILENCE though maybe more than 5 people are there.
the orchard class...
uhh, when the lift door opens,
ahah. there you go.
you can hear them talking SO LOUDLY kay!
bad bad bad.
&they play their mp3s is class LOUDLY when mrs ting's talking and blahblah.
they dont caree.
the other time when my sis and i was still there they played chinese chess.
haha. that was quite funny luhh.
but mrs ting said no more chinese chess now, but mp3's still there.
poor mrs ting. have to deal with such monkeys.
oh! i think my sis and i stayed in the orchard class for the LONGEST period of time! no,actually, its only ME oh and olivia.
we stayed for 2months.
and poof
we're gone.
mrs ting said there isnt any girls there AGAIN.
reason being: the monkeys chased ALL the girls away. or rather, 'scare'. well well, they always do that. &they're so proud of themselves.
haha. but they're quite funny too.
i remember last year, when mrs ting was teaching us how to change from 'glamour' to 'glamorous' and some our-our thing.
then one of them asked,"eh cher! got tumorous anot!"
my sis and i burst out laughing.
it was really funny.

oh! i was supposed to tell y'all what happened during tuition today!
okay.
there was a new guy btw
1. did composition
2. some went for break
3. somehow chat-ed with mrs ting.
4. she forgot the new guy's name.(shes quite forgetful:X she forgets ppl's name easily? haha)
5. she somehow forgotten some of our names
6. she tried to recall.
7. got ours right but not the new guy's(his name is haohan? or hockhan?)
8. she pronouced as haofan.
9. we all laughed(:
10. wenxian was like,"whoa! haofan! teacher like fan so much ah! teacher! bu hao fan!"-laughs-
AHAHA. haofan=good rice; buhaofan=not good rice.
11.mrs ting said that she was forgetful& cant remember names well.
12.wenxian said," later test her again. she surely forget one!"
13. mrs ting asked how to differentiate xm&i
oh today xm tied up her hair while i let down mine.
14. ray&WX said,"can wad teacher! the hairstyle different!"
15. mrsting,"yea now you can. but the other one tie up youwont be able to."
16. ray," can lah teacher. the hairstyle is different!"
17. mrs ting," same what!"
18. R&WX,"no lahh teacher! see, different what!"
19. mrs ting,"no la, its the same! both got long hair what!"
everyone laughed.
20. WX, laughs," then teacher! then you say,'how to differentiate the boys ah! allshort hair! all the same!"
HAHAH. he's damn funny.
the whole class laughed.
21. mrs ting,"i got a pair of twins in sec4 class. i just call one of their names and see who respond. i know their names, but i dont know who is who. so i just anyhow call, and one of them will respond. and i told them, if i call your names, even if its not you, you stand up and answer."
HAHA. FUNNY.
22. went through formal letter writing.
23. WX suddenly," teacher! whats his(haohan?) name?!"
24. mrs ting,"HAOFAN!"
HAHAHA.
i think i'm liking my tuitions(:
fun&fun and funny&funny!:D
yes, gtg for now(:
wo yao k-shu le.
goodbye loves<3