screw you promos.

I hate exams. I never liked them; but damn it I still have to do it cuz this is what everyone or rather, the society use to judge you; weather you are successful, smart, capable or not. Whatever. I'm kinda only doing this because I look forward to the life after that; the many things I can do without feeling guilty or worried. Its like the rainbow after the rain, but in this case, more like thunderstorm. I CANT WAIT.

I wanna / can finally:
1. SHOP!!!
2. BAKE!!!
3. PLAY NETBALL!!!!!!!!
4. plan my orientation peacefully
5. GO BACK TO CHINA (aiya but most probably cant)
6. pack my wardrobe!
7. go online shopping!!
8. SWIM!!
9. DO WHATEVER I WANNA DO!!!!!!!!!!

AHHH SCREW YOU PROMOS.

time to update

I wonder if anyone still reads my blog.

Anyway, its been ages since I last blogged. Looking back, time really flies. Orientation seemed to have just passed. It feels as if I just entered JC, but promos are just 43 days away. How scary can that be.

1. I'm really glad that I've been catching up on school work these days.
2. YOG Handball match tomorrow with 1036!

There's just too much to update that I dont know where to start from. Maybe I should update more often. But whatever, I'm busy. Hahaha.

sometimes, what you least expect is what happens eventually

sometimes, I wish we were more different, and perhaps independent; independent on our thoughts. We are two different people; we may share many similarities, but we are different. If it wasnt for my persistance, this wouldnt happen.

"The best things in life are unexpected - because there were no expectations." Really?

我做错了吗?

I'm sorry.

Enough is enough

Hello, please stop giving me (us) so much trouble. It is annoying. Enough is enough ok. I will really appreciate it if you stop it. Thank you very much.

P.S. dont ask me who am I referring to. If you know, you know. If you dont, thats too bad.

this is NOT the way to do it

What makes you THINK that you have the RIGHT to scold / shout / scream at us when YOU YOURSELF are of such a LOW standard?! You talk about our attire and grooming, but what about YOURS? Short skirts, dyed hair, long frindge. Is this how a SENIOR / ROLE MODEL should be? If you want to scold us, please check on YOURSELF FIRST before telling us off. Dont try to fool us, we are NOT primary 1 kids.

You want us to greet you. Yes no problem, sir and mam is WAY GOOD ENOUGH. You are ONLY ONE year OLDER than us. If you want us to address you by your names, you JOLLY WELL INTRODUCE YOURSELVES to us FIRST. You cannot expect us to know ALL of you given that MANY of you have such a freaking LOW profile in school. Like HELLO? I DONT EVEN KNOW YOURE A COUNCILLOR. I dont even think you deserve MY greetings.

You want us to do things fast, but EXCUSE ME, can you do it within that limited time? If NOT, DONT say that we are SLOW, because you are just being UNREASONABLE. EVEN if you are ABLE to do so, please remember that we have TWICE the number of people you have, so like OBVIOUSLY we need MORE TIME to do things. YOU STUPID AH? NO COMMON SENSE? I seriously think so.

When our fellow nominees left, it is OBVIOUSLY (like DUH) NOT our problem, but YOURS. You dont and cannot put ALL the BLAME on us. Dont tell me you were NEVER taught how to REFLECT in your 18 years of life. You want to instil discipline, you can, but YOU DONT DO IT THIS WAY. Doesnt mean your seniors did that to you and you went through the similar experience gives you the RIGHT to do this to us. If you DONT LIKE IT, CHANGE IT LA. IF NOT WHY ARE YOU IN STUDENT COUNCIL? NO COMMON SENSE IS IT?

There is a reason why you are NOT being respected by your FELLOW peers and juniors. There is a reason why you suck. There is a reason why people think your seniors are BETTER than you.

You know what, our PARENTS dont even say those things to us, so what makes you THINK that you can? SO WHAT if you are JC2s? BIG DEAL? NO.

This is STUDENT COUNCIL, NOT NCC or any other UNIFORM GROUPS. You want us to do it the UG style, you JOLLY WELL TELL US first. You think ALL the nominees are from the UG? You think we are SUPPOSED to know all the commands and behaviours and all that? Even in the UGs they INTRODUCE their rules FIRST, because this is CLEARLY NOT COMMON SENSE. YOU STUPID AH? DONT KNOW HOW TO THINK IS IT?

THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO DO IT.

A New Start

I never thought this time would come so quickly; that I will go to Junior College so soon.

Today is my first day as a JC student. This morning mian and I were feeling excited but a little nervous at the same time. After 7 years of seperation, we are finally going to be reunited. Last night we were talking about the times we shared in Stamford Primary, and we came out with a conclusion: only when we study in the same school will we do well in our academics, and of course in other areas. So hopefully, we'll do well in JC hurrr.

JC doesn't seem like what I've expected. Or maybe, its just NYJC. Everything seems to be so different. Or should I say, its the culture, cuz anyway the culture is what affects the whole of the college. 5 SCgirls compared to maybe 50 over in ACJC? Is this what makes me feel the difference? The way people talk, interact and behave. It doesn't give me the very homely feel, unlike SC. I really really miss SC. The teachers, the staff, the students, friends, canteen vendors, and even the cleaners.

I wonder if anyone would greet and thank the cleaners for their contributions to the school; I wonder if my classmates will be so crazy as to hide and scare the teachers, sometimes singing them birthday songs when we feel like it (although it is not the real date); I wonder if anyone will scream and jump and hug each other when they see frogs along the corridor; I wonder if I will still receive gifts from the girls during Valentines' Day, ignoring how others look at us because we love each other so much; I wonder if I can still shout in class to ask for a pad when I need one; I wonder how much I miss SC, and the answer is a lot. I never thought I will miss SC this much; I never ever thought I would even say this.

Looking on the brighter side, orientation has been quite fun, though a little bit tiring. I've made some friends, not a lot though, from my OG (Junkers6). We were quite good at the games! Just that I think we are not v.enthu. At least I am quite, I think. I'm just quite glad that people in NY seem to be nice, not bitchy, please. Tomorrow's orientation is at Sentosa. It's gonna be really tiring, but I know fun will come with it :D

I hope that JC would be fun, exciting and enriching. Although NYJC was never my desired school before, I hope I didnt make the wrong decision.

It's gonna take me some time to adapt.

"... and I believe SCGS girls will be able to adapt and change accordingly..."-Mrs Low.

first post in 2010

110th Anniversary batch of Sec4 students:
best MSG (9.1)
best L1R5
best L1R4

这些都没有我的份...

Actually I've expected my result. Didnt cry because of that, but because of parents. I didnt do well yet they just encouraged me and said I did very well.

还记得去年这个时间我也在哭... 但是，哭过就好了。我不会再为这成绩流任何一滴眼泪了！

And bitches, dont act like you care so much about me but actually you just wanna compare results. I know you've done better than me but so what? Its just O levels. Its still early now. In future, 我会让你对我刮目相看。

This is just O levels.
O levels 考得好不代表A levels 考得好；
A levels 考得好也不代表大学成绩好/进得了好的大学；
毕业于好的大学更不代表工作/生活会过得好。
我O levels 考得不好，但我就是要过得比你们好。