23may07

OKAY. looks like my blog's not gonna be dead SO SOON cause i'm gonna blog! HAAAH.

today is the first day of our elective modules. and guess what? i'm not sure if i've mentioned anot BUT i'm in the CHINESE CULTURE thing! i think it was like my... 4th-6th choice? ah. whatever it is.

it was suprisingly fun.

oh but before that, i had... negative thoughts of it cause:
1. i dont know anyone there
2. ******* is there.
3. the programme sounds horrible
4. i'm gonna be such a loner.
5. &i forgot.
ah well. so yesterday, i was looking through the name list and i saw super unfamiliar names but i thought 1 girl from 2SE wont have a partner or smth so i decided to get to know her!:D &this morning, through shoes, i made friends with shirley! shes very funny and cute! oh and shes in the art club so her art must be very very good!:D

we did chinese calligraphy today! and like carved our surnames onto this rock thing so it became like our stamps! cool luhh! didnt quite regret it!:D mine was zhang, like obviously. and shirley's was guo. yupp. oh yes, it was like 4 in a group so yuanxiu and that jennifer? yupp. was also in our group. woah. 3 SE girls and 1 pathetic GR girl. haah. their's were lin and huang respectively.

did the calligraphy at first. then after the break we started carving(: i think we took like 2hours to carve kay! so my neck was like, really pain and suan. haha. so after carving and carving and still carving, we finally finished! &the teacher person stamped all our thing onto a piece of paper thing with boxes for each stamp, which says at the side, "SCGS 2007 blahblah.." yupp. cool huh. oh &it ended like, early. so it was, ONE PM then.

training supposed to be at like 3pm but we waited for the seniors til 3.25? and they were still not in sight so yes, we started first! oh before that, i was like sleeping while lynn and shoes and monnie i think were singing so loudly. ah. oh and the weather was, badly hot, haha. so i had to use my towel to cover my face(:

was running at a slow and ridiculous speed for the 10rounds run. other people were like 2 rounds ahead of me and michelle. we were practically walking luhh. haah lynn, i told you i would run slowly today cause i'm tired, yes again(: too bad you lose you pigggg!

training was kinda slack. i didnt feel tired at all. hoho. and i still cant get the throws properly. omg luhh. so pissed at myself! i can do it properly when i throw it against the wall, but i just cant apply on court! omg so annoying luhh. eeeyerr. i hope i'm improving; i think i'm improving; i see myself improving, somehow.

yupp. so tomorrow, for the elective module, we're like making a kite, as refered by ms hing/mdm quek. oh well, i think its gonna be fun! oh oh! the chef thing! the food they made was looking good and pretty! omg i'm so jealous. it was my first and very first choice luhh! sigh, but again, chinese culture aint that bad hurr. yupp.

i'm going swimming tomorrow with valentina neoh the goose! haha. how great it that! and shopping at bugis on sunday with goose too! hehe. how nice.

mianz is leaving for sarawak tomorrow for 5days for some CIP thing. so yes, shes packing like crazy now and mum and maid are like reminding her about this and that &to bring extra blahblahs. oh well. mum's usually like that when we're gonna go overseas alone or smth? like last year, the melaka trip. she was also like that. haha.

i'm so gonna make salaeh(in case you dont know, salaeh is the name i gave my maid, for no reason. hehe i dont know why too:D) sleep at the bottom(refers to the double deck, below the lower deck theres another bed which is, pullable) haha. pullable. oh well, i like to invent words:D i meant, the bed can be pulled in and out(: hehe.

yupp. this post is yet another long one. oh well. i realised that almost all my posts are long. haha.

i'm so excited for the swim tmr! whooh!

haha, going off now! goodbye!

oh wait, reply to tags:
<3hazel: haha yes that was yet another retarded day
karl: haha yes, random you!
KAT:D : omg kat youre damn lame! who said i love you!:D haha nah, i love you!<3

tianyi: haha whateverr you tianE!
ziyann: haha yes violet! i'm better than valen the GOOSE!:D
tianyi2: whoa whateverr you! tienyee~
karl2: haha sorry i'm not interested in IB(:
jed: haha yes BOO! thank you& love you!<3

anna(: :annannannaa!:D hello you bballer!(; it was really fun hurr! y'all are not bad! oh but we're still the best! ILOVENETBALL!:D
zhangchong: yoyo shuai ge! haha. i miss you luhh!(;

goodbye& i love y'all!:D

updated& gonna be dead, again.

HELLO DARLINGS!

I KNOW YOU ALL MISS ME!:D:D

AHAH, I MEAN, OF COURSE!~

havent been blogging for a month or so? yeah. quite busy this month luhh. oh well. open house on sat was lousy. less than TEN people came kay! eeeyerr. annoying. and like this year lesser people came. &after the whole thing i was REALLY tired. my legs had no strength. monnie, valen and i all slept on the taxi. and it reached lot 1 so soon! oh my. haha.

ooooh yes! POETRY SLAM. i'm proud to annouce that 2GRACE got THIRD in the level! WHOO! i thought we wouldnt win anything luhh. then when they said,"3rd...twoo.... twooo... twoooo G-R!" then i was like JUMPING BACKSTAGE luhh! &we ran out to receive the prize! SO PROUD OF MY GROUP!<3

when the thing like started...

1. aisha started reading the poem, BACKSTAGE.

2. i kinda marched out in that NCC uniform & salute. i could hear laughter&giggles and ppl whispering,"xifan!...." blahblah.

okay, everyone was dressed in NCC uniforms. yupp.

3. hazel, huiying, and nicola came out respectively.

4. i think everyone laughed when we did every action. oh well. we're just, FUNNAYE!:D

5. after we finished, we were like giggling and laughing backstage.

6. watched other classes' performance.

7. thought ours was damn lousy and wouldnt win anything.

8.when they annouced, we were all DAMN super suprised. oh oh, shuli was like, y'all got third! at first. but i didnt get it. then when they announced, !!:D:D:D

9. 2nd was SY, 1st was CO. congrats!~

10. took group photos(:

HEEEEHEEEHEE.

TODAYYY. FINALLY. NO MORE TEST FOR THE TERM! WHOOH! and this week's the LAST WEEK OF TERM TWO! WHOOH! HOLS ARE COMING! YAYE! history test today was OKAY. SO-SO luhh. didnt elaborate on the steamships but more on the suez canal for the SEQ. oh well. didnt know how to do the inference and reliability one. aiyah, shouldnt be talking about.... TEST here. hehe.

oh oh! TWO GRACE YOURE SO AMAZING! YOU'VE HIT 2015 FOR THAT BEACH BALL THING! VERY SUPER PROUD OF YOU! LOVE YOU ALL!<3

today during assembly, hwa chong instituition came to talk to us. oh man, i REALLY wanna go there. but its like, kinda, impossible. oh well. maybe i shall not use the comp for blogging and others except for school work. yupp. so you will be seeing a not updated blog again. i'm so sorry for that darlings! i'll just maybe keep a diary or something? yupp. i wanna mug and mug? haha maybe luhh. i just wanna STUDY HARD TO GET IN THAT ANNOYING FOUR POINT JC. UHH. GO ME GO XIFAN! WHOOH!

played defender during training AGAIN. cause SUBHA did not come today. eeeyerr. had to learn quite alot of things and stretegies. hehe. actually, i realised that i love my teammates alot!:D

-mingyi

-lynn

-monica

-wennie

-kaibin

-michelle

-shuli

-dwi

YOU GUYS ROCK!

paired with wennie for the courtwork thing. we were quite blur and didnt know what to do sometimes. wennie was like super good luhh. AND IT WAS SO DIFFICULT TRYING TO GO INFRONT OF XIAOMIN! that annoying person! HAAAH. but i had to admit i learnt alot luhh(: oh but my passes, still sucks. i know its wrong but i just cant change it. AHHH. I HAVE TO IMPROVE ON MY DAMN PASSES. oh well. passes passes passes. blah. i cant throw a far distance one. omg.

I AM GONNA CUT MY HAIR TMR!

HEEEH.

OH TMR IS ANNA'S BDAY PARTY! I AM GOING! WHOOH! SHES SO CUTE LUUHHHH! LEMME WISH HER HERE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!<3

LOVE YOU!<3

haha due to the 'going-to-be-not-updated' thing, i shall write more and alot of nonsense and stuff here before you miss me too much! haha, realise the events are like, not in order and stuff? hehe. quite messy hurr? yupp. i'll just say what i can think of!:D

OOOH. i'm going away for a holiday to US/canada so like, I'LL BE MISSING EIGHT TRAININGS. OH MAN. THATS ALOT LUHH. I AM LIKE GONNA SWIM AND GO TO GYM THERE EVERYDAY. I DONT CARE. NO MATTER WHAT.

oh well. i think there's too much stuff in this post! i'll update more soon! uh which i think its not gonna be so soon... yupp. anyway i'm tired too.

shall end of with a survey thing from friendster(:

[ ] Gotten a referral.

[] Gotten detention.

[ ] Gotten your cell phone taken away.

[ ] Gotten suspended.

[x] Chewed gum during class.

TOTAL SO FAR: 1

[ ] Been late to a class more than 10times.

[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.

[ ] Returned at least 5 projects inlate.

[ ] Missed school cause you felt likeit

[ ] Skipped class at least 3 times.

[ ] Laughed so hard you got kicked outof class

TOTAL SO FAR: 2

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get youout of school.

[x] Texted people during class.

[x] Passed notes.

[x] Threw stuff across the room.

[x] Laughed at the teacher

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.

[x] Went on myspace; friendster;xanga; etc on the computer at school

[x] Took pictures during school hours.

[x] Called someone during school hours.

[ ] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3during class.

[ ] Hit a teacher with a textbook.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[ ] Threw something at the teacher

[x] Went outside the classroom withoutpermission.

[x] Broke the dress code(wrong uni?)

[x] Ate food during class.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[ ] Gotten a call home

[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip causeyou behaved bad

[x] Didn't take your stuff to school

[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go

[ ] Used passes from other days/ Ormade fake pass

[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[x] Slept in class

[ ] Threw paper balls at the teacher

[ ] Threatened a teacher

[ ] Felt hungry during class and wenthome to eat

[ ] Treated the teacher as invisible

TOTAL: 14

times your total by 3repost as "I am __% HATED in School

ahaha, i'm like 42% hated in school! whoa! looks like i aint too bad! at least less than 50%!:D HEHE.

going off now!

goodbye&night darlings!

LOVE YOU ALL!<3

i dont know.

ip, or not.

omg so many things are happenning!

hello darlings!
oh man, its like so many things are happenning these few days.
okay. i just came back like an hour ago or smth so i'm like quite tired.
fyi, i went out the whole day kay!

yes, many things are happenning.

first it was angel*, betty* and claire*
then deborah* and elaine*
then fionna*
then germaine*
haha you realise, these are not the real names.

yupps. but now i suppose they're quite okay alrd. i hope so! its really bad bad and just very bad seeing all these things. and yes, it makes other people tear, or maybe cry. happened two days continuously. like no matter how happy you were seeing them so.. you just cant help but be sad and sad and just sad. sigh. and these few days i'm really tired. its like waking up so early in the morning just to reach school at 6.30 to sell breakfast; while sleeping so late at night.

warm up during training was extra tiring though it was not some tough thing. i was just tired. my eye is getting red again. this time its no just the outer side. the inner side is also red. mum and sis said that i was too tired thats why.

rahh.

was reading through mags on fri night but fell asleep really soon. and so i DIDNT bathe. woke up today at around 7plus 8? and i bathed. yes. woked xm up. wanted to play netball with her but she didnt want. so mean okay. so we talked bout netball for awhile. and she still didnt want to go play with me. so i decided to read mags again. ahaha. but i fell asleep again! i'm like, a pig! cant help it. woooooo! it rhymes~ anyways.

then yes, woke up at like 11? and went to TLL for english. was like, quite late so yes, mum kept scolding us on the car. blah blah blah. ms eu was still as fun and hyper! and you can always hear her from the corridors. heeh. today's theme was about SINGAPORE. oh! then we were talking about thaipusam. so she was like," yes! so you can see ppl what?" then i went," they poke themselves!" haha. then she gave the 'uhh' plus 'ohmygosh' plus 'ohman' face. hehe. "i can imagine your essay: ooooh and during thaipusam you can see ppl walking around with things poking..." hahaha. every lesson is like FUN! whhooo!

then we decided to go to plaza sing. ate KFC. fatty fatty. then it was quite early, i suppose? and and and we walked around! ahah. like did some window shopping before we left for tuition. oh yes, that stupid valen is like, SICK so she didnt come today. eeeyerr. math was from 4-6, then had extra science from 6.30-8.30+. minyee treated us to PIZZA HUT for dinner today! whoo! ate at the void deck. and i think, everyone was like so jealous. HEHE. too bad!

science ended quite early so we decided to go home ourselves. got mr teo to fetch us to J8. it was soo funnnnn kay! like whhooooou!:D went to shop for minyee's present for her friend. then i went to buy food!:D hehe. just felt like eating something.

then came home by MRT. it was FLOODED! by many alighted at uhh, WOODLANDS i think! hehe. its always like that.

yupps. and guess whattttt!
I GOT THREE PIMPLES ON MY FACE!!!!
HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!! AHHHHHH!!!
I SHALL USE MORE OXY5!

okay then. maybe sleeping early will help! good bye!
nights&lovey'all!<33

in school!:D

hello darlings!
guess what guess what!
i'm in school now! HEHE.

its lit now and ms wong allows us to use the comp! WHOO! i love ms wong luhh! shes just so nice!:D:D yupp. and like in 3mins time we'll have to go for ASSEMBLY. eeeyerr.

AND I'M FREEZING COLD NOW COS THE AIRCON IS RIGHT ABOVE ME. AND ASSEMBLY IS GONNA BE COLD TOO! AHH! MY JACKET!

ahah, gtg now(:
yeah i know, so fast right!
hahaha. goodbye loves!<33

i miss bugis!

hello jello jelling darlings!:D
i just finished bathing, AGAIN!:O
haha.

so today is SATURDAY! and yes, went to TLL in the morning for english tuition. was kinda late cause mian and i went to the food court to finish the work first before going in. hehehe(: and guess what! ms eu didnt ask for it! MEOW. wasted.

after that we took the MRT to bishannn! for lunch:D yummaye MOS burger! i ate EBI&mian ate UNAGI! ahaha! all the 'EEE's. hehe. and we BOTH drank CORN SOUP!:D oh and! that tan min yee took so long to come! but when we were about to leave, then she came! just on time! not bad hurr.

minyee went to buy her water dispenser at action city. and you know! she bought the PINK one! hahaha! unbelievable right! &after persuading and persuading tan, we went to the LIBRARY! whoo! it was filled with SO many people! so we were walking around looking for a space to place ourselves in! and finally after 5mins or so, we managed to find a space!:D we talked for quite a long time i guess. and the content was ALL ABOUT NETBALL.-_-"

lalala. left the library at around like 4? and cabbed to math tuition.did a math paper. and! today, i WASNT the LAST one to finish it!it was ZHANGXIMIAN who is the LAST one! WHOO!

after tuition, mum came with g-dad. minyee was walking with mr ong. and guess what! mum thought that mr ong was minyee's brother! hahaha! yupp. then we heeded to OG albert. near old house!!! yes i LOVE my old house! the location rocks! went there to buy g-dad's stuff. but it was under renovation, so we couldnt find what he wanted.

went to bugis junction then. its just A YEAR and its changed so much! and seriously, I MISS THAT PLACE! i dont like lot1 or bpp! its oh-so-boring! cos you can shop the whole place in less than A HOUR! mann! can you imagine! bugis and BPP or LOT1! so different! mian and i swear that one day we'll go to bugis and shop til we really drop! cause there's just SO many things we've missed out.

dinner at sakae. i think the only thing g-dad liked was the chawanmushi. he was like stuffing it into his mouth luhh. as if he was starved for a few days. and after that when we ordered the california handroll just for him to try, he said he didnt want it cause hes full. well, mian and i didnt believe him. its like, if you dont like then just say luhh!

yupp. mian and i went to shop shop while g-dad and mum went to BHG to buy g-dad's stuff. mian bought a MYUK wallet. i wanted one too. but the designs werent very nice. so yes, i'm waiting for new designs to come out! then we went to action city& mian bought a dispenser too! and lastly, A&BC! love love that place! use to go there quite often but now in bp, there aint such things. dont like bp. looked at SO many things! have the temptations to buy, but thought it was quite useless. its like WINDOW shopping! bad bad bad.

oh oh, so mian made me carry the dispenser cause if not i cant use it. wth right! so i was like walking around with this stupid and annoying big thing. haha. didnt really care actually. met mum and g-dad at basement then. went to crystal jade and bought breads! and mian&i went to buy sweetalk when mum was paying:D hehehe. didnt know that bugis had sweetalk! haiya, we didnt know lots of things bout bugis nowadays cause we dont stay there anymore! but i still love that place!:D more convenient!

yepp yepp. so thats about it for today!
BUGIS BUGIS BUGIS!
STAMFORD'S THERE TOO!
<3>

GOOD NIGHT DARLINGS! bye&love!<3

p.s oh and i might not be using the comp as often so i might not blog often too! yepp. this year's streaming! STUDY STUDY STUDY!

mann i'm tired.

i'm so tired recently. i dont know why. its like, i'm practically falling asleep during every lesson except chinese and maybe math-- the 'fiercer' teachers' lessons.

sec2 is a so so super busy year. today 1st period was music, but since mrs goh wont be here, mrs khong decided to take over for math file thing. but i supposed she'd forgotten or something? she didnt come in after 35mins. people were like so happy that she werent in class. but i thought it was very unfair to those who wants to learn and stuff. so i turned over to aisha and told her to go staff room to call mrs khong with me.

aisha agreed, &asked dwi along. when i like opened the door, they were like, NO XIFAN DONT! DONT CALL KHONG BEE! DONT!

seriously, spare a thought for others. you might not want the lesson but some others might want. you might be the majority. so what? what about the minority? you cant possibly affect the the people who wants to study right?

i couldnt be bothered and went to the staffroom with the classreps. mrs chan said that mrs khong was involved in some programme thing so she might not come in. and yes, she didnt come in for that period.

thats the bad bad thing today.

and yes, VALENTINA YONG JING YI! you must learn how to do your OWN work yourself! cannot ask other people help you do lahh! like that you wont understand anything!

oh, today's zi du was super uber difficult. i think i'm gonna fail. i suck at chinese in sec sch luhh. so crappy. i'm like learning one cheng yu per day so maybe i can improve on it. and. i. also. have. to. improve. my. english. language. and. its. all. languages. so. its. super. annoying.

i'll have to like read more of the 2languages' books and stuff. compre, compo, oral skills. oh my. so many things to do. i really wanna get into a better class.

rahh. and i'm sick. sick+tired=SUPER TIRED. i'm like down with FLU and COUGH, and maybe abit of sore throat? its always like a package. they all come together. so annoying.

oh yes, today there was math tuition. and i was feeling very very sleepy. i didnt do the work he gave. i did math hw. the simultaneous thingy luhh. eeyeer. and like everytime when we have tuition during weekdays, we'll always reach home late. and yes, we always fall asleep in the car. wth. so you see how tired we are hurr.

yes, so now i'm REALLY tired and i wanna sleep.
goodbye&goodnight
&have a nice day!
love you all darlings<3

:D:D:D

hello my darlings!
it has been a busy but slacking week for me!:O

hahaha. dad and dad's dad came on friday. but dad left today. well, he is a busy man you see. stayed home on sat for the WHOLE day! cause of this uhh, tradition? wells. so yes. missed math and eng tuition at bishan and TLL respectively. aisha, hazel and nicola came to do lit project. haha, and YES. we didnt do anything! but we had funnn!:D we started searching for phone models online cause i'm gonna get a new phone! and we took lots of stupid and spastic pictures!:D

had english tuition on sun at bishan caraven. was feeling really tired and sleepy there. rawr. after tuition dad and mum and g-dad came to fetch us. went to g-dad's sis house then dad, mum, sis and i left for hp shopping! WHOO! i want the nokia7390 but parents think that its lousy. dad wants me to get the nokia N95. the mini-computer thingg. and like the camera is FIVE megapixels. whoa!

we ate lunch at outram park bak kut teh(: haha the place is freaking hot! was like sweatty all over after that. and puh-lease! i was wearing LONG SLEEVE! mann! so we went to great world city; then eat; then taka; then paragon; then wisma; then sim lim square. woow man! so many places! oh yes! passed by bugis village and realised that it has changed alot for that ONE year! miss my old house! still prefer bugis than bukit panjang. eeeyerr.

oh yes. dad and mum went to our old old house's wet market or smth? not really luhh. its on the 2nd floor. we didnt wanna go so we went to OG. but before that, we went to the hawker centre to get a drink each from rochor beancurd or something? cant remember alrd. use to eat it often when we were staying at prinsep. then there was this menu thing. it says,"almond beancurd; no copycat" omg luhh! xm and i were laughing away! HAHA. "copycat". hahahahah!

went to OG to look around. IT CHANGED ALSO! became smaller! i think its under renovation so like half of the original OG is GONE! and it was so so squeezy! oh! we saw nice dresses! and nothing much. hehehehe.

met dad and mum outside OG near fulushou after sometime and went to fetch g-dad. ate dinner at singa inn then. i was like, SHOCKED to see the number of tables occupied. guess how many! ONE ONLY. their business used to be very good until they change the boss to a angmoh one? somehow miss thta place too. used to go there often when we were in prinsep(yes again.) felt like cycling! (and again.) do that when were in prinsep. oh man. used to do so many things that i dont do now last time! i love east coast so much!<3

oh, singa inn's food aint very nice now. their foods are all like, SWEET. yes, SWEET. quite dissapointing. yeap.

so thats for the weekends.

todayyy. after sch huiying, hazel, NICOLA and i went to serene centre macs to have lunch and to discuss lit project. on the way in the bus, the three of them were so annoying! they were practically bullying me luhh please! at first was hazel and huiying. then i was like asking nicola," nicola, do you know them?" AND SHE SAID,"uhh, yeah." OH MAN! so annoying! so blur but funny but annoying! shes my partner so she was supposed to stand on MY side but she didnt. haiyah!

yupps. was at macs from 3plus to like 5plus? nicola left at around4? shes so funny. she ordered large sprite. then after that, she said she was VERY HUNGRY so she went to buy a cheese burger. hahaha. 'discussed' until 5lus. haha, we didnt really discuss. but, listened to music and talked nonsense:D hehehe.

today was fun fun fun! hazel and i decided to do project tgt not with the you know who luhh. cause they dont do it and its unfair to us, who are the ones doing it. rawr.

thats about all luhh.
yepp. cyas! good night and
LOVE!<3

9april07

i'm so sorry for the previous post. it was really annoying for that not coorperative spirit of y'all at first.

anyway graceful bananas; YOU DID GREAT! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!<3>

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today got back science and geog paper. i'm feeling really stupid. failed science. what the. i NEVER got so low for science before. NEVER you know. and geog. so low though i passed. last year my geog rocked. but; not this year. i found out that i'll have to get a quite high A1 for CA2 and SA1 in order to take HCL next year. ahhhh. so stressed. there's like so many things to do. so many projects now. we havent even finish history project which was due lonnnnnnnnnggggggggg time ago. i want my history marks kay. i want them. history is the subject which is gonna pull me up. cannot afford to do badly in this subject. i already got 2C6s! i NEVER got a C in sec1!really kay! this sucks. &2B3s &1A2. NO A1 YET. what nonsense. i think i'll probably get a B4 for geog and A2 for history? i dont know.

yupp. anyway, XM&i bought "colour of hope" which is also called 《再见阳光》in chinese by the jack neo team. the story's quite nice and funny. and weird at the same time too. haha. its the stupid kind of funny. abit retarded which means. its like after 5secs then we laugh those kind. haha. maybe you all should watch it too. its around $14? yupp.

theres the two period chinese tmr. that annoying woman is coming. hope we get the another one. shes so much nicer and nicer and nicer!:D
anyway, gtg now!
off to read cheng yus!
buhbye darhlinggshzx! hahah!
i'm notta twit kayy!
loves!<3

fed up.

seriously, is it just so difficult? you all know the lyrics and the steps. everything's almost done. why cant you all cooperate? other classes can get things done easily, why cant we?

there i was screaming and shouting, telling you all to get up and do the cheer. but what was your response? "oh heck care lah. i dont wanna do it." is it? class reps were so fed up, they couldnt be bothered anymore; gave up; and did their own things.

c'mon. why is it so difficult to get things done? class reps are tired. so am i. nobody just seem to care. please, can you all give a basic respect to us by listening to us? the worst thing was, the five of you. didnt. even. give. a. damn. about. me. standing. there. shouting. and. screaming. at. you. all. but. instead. you. all. continued. talking. and. screaming.

you know how difficult it is to do this thing with even good friends not cooperating? hen wei nan ni zhi bu zhi dao ah. i cant scream and shout at you all cause i dont wish to cause any problems. but i cant stand there and heck care like you all because I CARE.

i care for the class. i want the class to do well. i know that if we do well our class points might shoot up cause we're the last currently. we wont be looked down upon as much. it is really not a pleasant thing when someone looks down on you. seriously, SC should remove this whole merit system. it aint doing any good.

i stood there, shouted, screamed, no one cared. i walked around telling groups to stand up and get into their positions. some did; but when they see others still talking, they were back talking again. i didnt tell that group cause i expected you all to DIY. but you didnt. you didnt even give me face. imagine you yourselves standing up there shouting and screaming so loudly yet no one cares; even your good friends. how will you feel? i'll tell you. DISSAPOINTED.

at last i was so pissed and annoyed; cause when i asked the class reps what to do, they told me to give up and dont care about you all. they are tired; tired of shouting and screaming at you all but yet you all didnt care. please, can you all just put yourselves in their shoes? understand how difficult it is being a leader.its not easy, seriously.

so yes, i screamed so loudly i guess everyone was shocked cause i am not usually like that. there was silence for a moment finally. i was really pissed and fed up. i just went to behind the piano and hide there. then, you all slowly got up and went to your places.

and when gladys said that you all made me pissed and am crying, you all moved faster, i suppose. why? why is it that only when people are angry and pissed then will you all do things properly? its not a good thing. why cant you all make things better when we talk to you nicely, telling you all to do things? why must you wait till people are angry and pissed then you will start doing things? why? do you all like people screming and shouting at you instead of talking to you all nicely? i dont suppose.

but after i came out laughing, you all were like, "chey!" and started talking again. what is this? so you mean you must have people pissed then you will do it? whatever.

we werent still very familiar with the steps and the whole thing was quite messy, and it was break time. i told you all to do it properly so that you can go for break. well, it seemed that no one wants to go for break. class reps were fed up again. i said again. this time, class rep totally gave up and said that you dont have to do, and just go for your break if you want. you all know its sacarsm. someone then told the class rep to chill. she then told you all to do the thing.

you see, you ONLY do it when people are angry and pissed and fed up and TOTALLY give up on you all.

finally, this ended.

then again, supposed to have practice during recess; but; we were so fed up; and there was no use being so tired cause of you all not wanting to do it. its very tiring. seriously. and what was your reactions when you heard that? "REALLY? YES!" you all were so happy. what crap. please, its for the class. i believe you all want to win, right? so can you all just practice at home and not screw it up on monday? the feeling's bad. my class was like that last year. you have to understand that last minute wont help. it will be very unfair for those who are doing it properly.

c'mon grace. you want to do it; you want to do it well. you dont want to embarrass yourselves infront of the lower sec classes. you want to win. its just a few minutes. just do it this time, will you?

3april07

this is my feeling now-
confused.
anyway people, read my adventure camp post.
i just realised it was in my drafts and edited it(:

its under the 'march' one. its the last post.
ohh btw, i've got smth to share with y'all!(:
i got a B3 for english!
mr teo expect me to get an A for SA.
ahhh.
mr teo: there are 15A1s, 5A2s, and the rest, tsktsktsk...
blahblahblah.
mr teo: did i tell you what's my goal for y'all by the end of the year?
us: no!
mr teo: i expect y'all to get at and A at the end of the year.
i was like nudging nicola and telling her how hard it was to get an A at the end of the year. haha you know both of us got the same marks! cool luuhh!
mr teo: XIFAN! i want you to get an A okay?
me: huh. very difficult leh. what if i dont?
mr teo: then i'll write a report saying that you shall retain.
wahseh. so annoying!
me: huh.
mr teo: okay wad! your score is not that far away from and A!
me: uhh! not very easy!
blahblahblah.
i'm alrd very happy that i got a B3 for english!
haha. oh he said that nicola should sit beside jed and i sit beside chelsea cos both of them got the highest. haha. and like both of us sit together and we got the same marks! cool!
i mean, i dont think we got the lowest luhh!(:
yep.
end here bah.
loves<3

2april07

hey darlings!
GUESS WHAT!
I JUST FINISHED BATHING AGAIN!
ahaha.
alright.
its quite late now so i shall just reply tags!
&maybe post about something interesting!
whoo.
taggs(:
valen: ah you idiot. mushroom rocks, dont you think so?
violet: VIOLET(: AHAHA. this is funny:D
lingli: HELLO DA RU!:D
wenfei: AHAH YAYE, you seem to be obsessed with that sentence manzz.
hazel: ahaha. i thought the accessibilty there sucks? ahah. BAD SOCIETY!<3
cheryl: thanks woman!<3
wenfei2: okay i relink YOU!
zeshan: ahaha. yeah. human is so annoying. i'll relink YOU too!:D
hazel2: haha. funny okay. TLL so mafan luhh, take so long. EEYER.

ahah alrights,
i think history was quite okay.
suprisingly i seem to do better with mrs hee when she like doesnt even give us clues at all. all she tells us is TO STUDY CHAPTER FOUR. blahblah.
right. dont think this is interesting.
today after assembly, i snapped esther's buckle.
it CAME OFF!
HAHA. funny kay! she was like holding it.
she gave that idoitic& retarded look saying," SOO!"
haha, i've been wondering when can jedidah stop laughing.
shes always so happy luhh.
hahaha. this morning everyone was so tired.
then she came and greeted us enthusiastically with a WARM SMILE!
whoa jed, i'm PRASING YOU!
OH! laoshi said that my chinese very cha(lousy) cause i couldnt say a proper sentence.
cause like, we were supposed to do the xin wen du hou gan.
she asked jedidah to say her views first.
&of course, as usual, laoshi wasnt satisfied with it luhh.
so she was like,"xifan ni lai jiang."
&i havent even finished my 2nd sentence.
so there was no preperation.
then she say i this kind oral SURE fail.
i feel so DEMORALISED.
EEEEYERRR.
whats with my chinese man!
laoshi embarassed me! oh my.

english tuition

HELLO EVERYBODY!
guess what!
i just finished bathing!
theres history test TOMORROW.
which is 7hours&10mins later.
and its a double period one.
so i suppose its going to be difficult.
havent studied much.
how how how!

aye, i shall not talk about that annoying test.
went tuition today early in the morning at the far far BISHAN.
its worth it cause the teacher's nice& professional(:
&its not as noisy as the one at orchard.
the orchard class is the WORST tuition class i've EVERR been to!
this bishan one is SO MUCH better!
its like, when you enter the room,
SILENCE
no one will be talking unless that wenxian and ray is there.
if not... it'll be TOTAL SILENCE though maybe more than 5 people are there.
the orchard class...
uhh, when the lift door opens,
ahah. there you go.
you can hear them talking SO LOUDLY kay!
bad bad bad.
&they play their mp3s is class LOUDLY when mrs ting's talking and blahblah.
they dont caree.
the other time when my sis and i was still there they played chinese chess.
haha. that was quite funny luhh.
but mrs ting said no more chinese chess now, but mp3's still there.
poor mrs ting. have to deal with such monkeys.
oh! i think my sis and i stayed in the orchard class for the LONGEST period of time! no,actually, its only ME oh and olivia.
we stayed for 2months.
and poof
we're gone.
mrs ting said there isnt any girls there AGAIN.
reason being: the monkeys chased ALL the girls away. or rather, 'scare'. well well, they always do that. &they're so proud of themselves.
haha. but they're quite funny too.
i remember last year, when mrs ting was teaching us how to change from 'glamour' to 'glamorous' and some our-our thing.
then one of them asked,"eh cher! got tumorous anot!"
my sis and i burst out laughing.
it was really funny.

oh! i was supposed to tell y'all what happened during tuition today!
okay.
there was a new guy btw
1. did composition
2. some went for break
3. somehow chat-ed with mrs ting.
4. she forgot the new guy's name.(shes quite forgetful:X she forgets ppl's name easily? haha)
5. she somehow forgotten some of our names
6. she tried to recall.
7. got ours right but not the new guy's(his name is haohan? or hockhan?)
8. she pronouced as haofan.
9. we all laughed(:
10. wenxian was like,"whoa! haofan! teacher like fan so much ah! teacher! bu hao fan!"-laughs-
AHAHA. haofan=good rice; buhaofan=not good rice.
11.mrs ting said that she was forgetful& cant remember names well.
12.wenxian said," later test her again. she surely forget one!"
13. mrs ting asked how to differentiate xm&i
oh today xm tied up her hair while i let down mine.
14. ray&WX said,"can wad teacher! the hairstyle different!"
15. mrsting,"yea now you can. but the other one tie up youwont be able to."
16. ray," can lah teacher. the hairstyle is different!"
17. mrs ting," same what!"
18. R&WX,"no lahh teacher! see, different what!"
19. mrs ting,"no la, its the same! both got long hair what!"
everyone laughed.
20. WX, laughs," then teacher! then you say,'how to differentiate the boys ah! allshort hair! all the same!"
HAHAH. he's damn funny.
the whole class laughed.
21. mrs ting,"i got a pair of twins in sec4 class. i just call one of their names and see who respond. i know their names, but i dont know who is who. so i just anyhow call, and one of them will respond. and i told them, if i call your names, even if its not you, you stand up and answer."
HAHA. FUNNY.
22. went through formal letter writing.
23. WX suddenly," teacher! whats his(haohan?) name?!"
24. mrs ting,"HAOFAN!"
HAHAHA.
i think i'm liking my tuitions(:
fun&fun and funny&funny!:D
yes, gtg for now(:
wo yao k-shu le.
goodbye loves<3

short post!

i realised that all my posts are those "oh-so-long" kind so this time i better post something short(:

ahah if i dont post everyone will run away!:O

theres geog test tmr.

i'm really bad at HUMAN geog.

i prefer physical geog.

more interestingg:D

rahhhhh. havent really studied.

i think i shall not go online for a VERY LONG TIME.

reasons:

1. quite a waste of time

2. i wanna studyyyyy. this years streaming!:O

3. dont want ANNOYING JOSHUA to talk to me.

4. its just about talking&chatting on MSN what.

yupp.

i better work hard!

go me go xifan!:D

replying taggs(:

HELO DARLINGS<3

hols are ending REALLY SOON.
oh my its so difficult!
it has rather been a busy and tiring week.
doesnt seem to be a holiday.
mon:REST-
tues: training in the morning from 8.30-11am; then tuition from 3-5pm
wed: training in the morning from 8.30-11am; dinner with sec2 netballers &shopping from 5pm reached hm at about 9?
thurs: guest came from morning til 4pm; went to library with mian
fri: went to learning lab 8.30pm for eng dianogstic test reached hm at about 11?
sat: tuition from 2.30-4.30, stayed back for an hr for some stuff. reached hm at about 7; went to greenridge to eat.
til now. whoa mann.
i'm really tiredd.
taggs(:
hazel: haha i know you have tuition on tues!:D
charlotte: HELLO ZIWEI!:D
zhang chong: hangi! ahaha. understand luhh. now so late still havent sleep. tsktsk.
fiona;D : hey sister! long time no see! 11may!:D miss you too<3>
dwi: hahaha. everyones like commenting on that! ahah, my chinese is lousy luhh. i failed chinese!:O
HUIYING: hahaha. another BIG huiying here. yesyes. thanks for cheering me on during sports heats! weixiao pasta and hana kimi and chinese orchestra rocks! i'm cheered up so dont worry! you wont have the chance to poke me!:D:D
yupps. thats about all.
i'm really tired so i shall SLEEP!
GOOD NIGHT!
uhh, morning i mean.
til then<3

8march07

haha, today during science's super funny.

mrs cha didnt come so mr lau took over.

& his hair was like, err, balding or something?

hahaha.

jedidah was like, "WHOA! OMG HE GOT ONE BIG BALD PATCH LEH!" when he came in to class.

and he was like just behind her>.<

lols.

and she was really loud.

later she said he used the torchlight to dye his hair but instead he burned his hair.

AHAHA.

omg jed is so retarded.

rahhhh.

went to mad jacks with kat, valen and hazel.

they wanted to go to novena or smth?

but i didnt wanna go cause it'll take ages to go home.

so when we walked out, hazel was like pulling my bag& didnt let go.

so i told her that she could have my bag(:

&i left my bag with them and heeded towards raffles town club.

then halfway mum called.

so i stopped(:

after that kat called.

then they decided to go to mad jacks cause they thought i was serious(:

HEHEHEHE

AHAH, so funn:D

ordered fish&chips.

thats TOOO filling!

i'm like BLOATED after that.

i couldnt finish it.

i feel so badd.

i always finish my food but not this time.

kat ordered cake, hazel ordered spaghetti and valen ordered fish&chips too!(:

rahh rahh.

took 171; slept one the buss.

well well, i was really tiredd kayy.

i'm so tired these few days.

like the REALLY TIRED kind.

okayyy. training tmr. hope the new coach comes.

i'm like really sad that puva left kayy.

not being sacarsticcc.

i miss puvaa!

aiyaaaa.

okay i'm really sleepy and tired now;

bye& love!<3

sports heats at TPY

okayy. realised that i've been quite emo for the past few days.
its just cause too many things which are saddening are happening.
decided to cheer up(:
OH YES.
there was sports heats today at toa payoh stadium.
2GR got THIRD for 4x400m!
AHHAHAH.
i'm SOOO HAPPY!:D
was like gonna cry when i was like reaching and competing with kahyeen and gonna pass the baton to meishaan.
its like the sense of achievement and like those "oh my god i finished the run" and "i played a part for the class" feeling.
ahahah.
actually i could have caught up with kahyeen!
i was like running running then at the 2ooth metre, i heard very extremely loud cheers for me from my friends, esp HUIYING:D
so i was like pushing myself(:
then around the last 100m, i speed up moree
then caught up with kahyeen.
then we were like pacing or smth?
like sprinting at the same speed.
then when i was like passing the baton alrd,
someone fell infront of me.
aiya.
when meishaan finished the run,
oh my! we were all jumping!
saying, "OH MY GOD! YES YES! WE GOT THIRD!"
really happy!:D
oh, 2PE's really fast.
stupid nicole and issy.
rahhh.
issy cried when she finished.
awwww.
i think theyre gonna win for sports day anyway.
yeah.
okay. shall stop talking about sports day.
after the heats then like shoes, bunny, michelle, monnie, mingyi, dwi, and i went to TPY entertainment macs to eat.
i ate student meal.
i was like telling shoes how UNHEALTHY macs is.
i mean, it is what.
its like they rarely have any veges and stuff unless you order or something?
prefer MOS:D
heeh.
actually theres nothing much to say.
oh yes! i am really tired now.
like my arms and legs are aching.
blah.

its partly emoo. hah.

so sorry i know its quite irrtating when you read some emo stuff esp things that i say? hurr.
its just so difficult to tell it to people.
and difficult to find somebody to confide to.
okayy. this is just something that happened in sch today.
&what i wrote throughout the whole day you can say.

为什么为什么为什么!
为什么颐是这样的。
我昨天才下定决心要努力学习，努力读书
mon, wed& fri 我们都有training.
tues 我有补习，她的在thurs.
sat就是OM finals了。
我们连衣服都没做，还当什么costume manager的。
本来想说今天我们留在学校里做。
今天before flag raising 时，颐跑来跟我说力她门那一组要去什么地方的吃，问我去不去。
因为我知道，一去的话，就没办法完成OM了。
我很干脆地说我不去了。
颐好想有点生气，说：
"why you everytime like that one? our group very long never go our already you know."
我真的不想去，所以拒绝了。
她又接着说：
"why? you always like that one eh."
然后有点'roll eyes'的感觉。
----------
刚刚上了home ec课。
好多了。好象和好了。
算了啦(:
home ec 做了 cream puff. nice(:
----------
好烂哦。
英文不及格。
干嘛啊我。真的太烂了。
这班上我好象是唯一一个不及格的。
我太神经了。
大家现在笑笑的。也许只有我一个人fail.
算了。我是个english idiot.
刚刚recess和力谈了好多。
最近好多好多问题。压力好大。好想大哭一场。
哈，好好笑哦。又是estherLIN搞的鬼。班上的人都笑了。
真想笑；陪她们笑，但又笑不出来。
好友们英文都是perfect的。有时侯她们讲得太chim的话，我也听不懂。
搞什么啊。不公平不公平不.公.平.
今天心情超差的。昨天也是。
i'm sorry if i appear moody. sorry.
its hard to control the MOOD. 而且最近实在有太多事发生了。
希望next term会好一点。
张熹梵；
相信自己；明天会更好。
加油！

another emo-ness.

okay.
suddenly remembered.
dont wanna add into the previous post cause.
aiyo.
yes.
today is a very bad day.
sighhhh.
english test was not easy &i didnt manage to finish it.
got back chinese paper.
i FAILED.
i'm really sad.
really.
this is the FIRST everr time.
18/40.
really low.
its like a disgrace to chinese. i feel so. ARGH.
got back math too.
half of the class failed.
out of 37 only 19 passed.
although i passed, but still not satisfied.
highest is 23/30.
i got 19/30.
why why why.
why people can get so high and i cant.
my.
and like most of the errors are careless.
angryyy.
i am so gonna work really really hard this year.
cannot fool around too much alrd.
dad &mum, so sorry.
i will really work hard.
i want to score high too.
dad, i wont let you down(:
i WILL go to some american UNIs.
CL lesson today i was quite quiet.
was feeling really down.
training i was like lying down alone on the floor while the rest chatted.
was thinking bout lots.
was really quiet today during training.
abit dreamyy during lit too.
I WILL ACE.
W-I-L-L.
mum you wait and see.
dont keep saying that i dont organise my time well and you dont see me reading and studying and stuff.
you wait and see.
i'm gonna ACE.
like what the class motto is: ACE;with GRACE.
i WILL.

emo emo

有时侯会想很多很多事情。
最近发生了许多许多事情。
也不是说很多吧， 有可能是我想太多了。
刚刚吃完饭后，我哭了。
在adventure camp里，很多人传了舒力的闻，说她喜欢Scott。
可她亲口说她并不喜欢。
我是百分之百地相信她。
今天在学校，很多人一见到她就问。
问问问问问问问。
你们是不是只会问啊。
"Can I ask you a question? Do you like Scott?"
力已经够烦了。
Training 时，也有人问她。
为什么人是这样的？
为什么人总是相信传言，而不信那本人说的话呢？
颐也算是她的好友之一吧。
连她也半信半疑的。
这算什么啊？！
她跟我说力所做的一些事情会让人误会她。
既然都说误会了嘛，就表示是错误的咯。
She said, "I don't know. But some things she do make people misunderstand her." "I wanna believe her but then like also abit..."
有时后会为了朋友之间的事烦恼。
以前我门那很要好的关系到哪儿去了？
现在在食堂坐在一起的感觉完全不同了。
以前是无话不谈的。
现在好象是相反的了。
我门的友谊是这么脆弱的吗？
只是分开了区区三个月就这么多问题了。
我还不敢想象以后嘞。
我这个人就是这样。
会为友谊之类的烦恼。
我曾经说过，我是那种会为朋友讨回公道的人
我也说过，如果欺负我的朋友就是欺负我。
不管我跟他好不好，反正是我的朋友，我就会这样。

and cause of this, mian thinks that i'm like very rash.

她觉得我很冲动。哎呀。

现在很多事，只有力才能明白我想说什么，要讲什么。
真搞不懂耶。
和颐在一起已经四年了。一年一年地看她在改变。
有时会感到很无助。
力现在这样，我好想帮她做些什么的。
也许你们会觉得我真的想太多了，很emo 的话，那对不起咯。
好啦。我不讲这些了啦。

Okayyy.
I know I'm like a TOTAL different person when I'm like emo or something.
I think a lot.
Yup. So yes. Today's quite funny.
Esther lin got sore throat and she sounded VERYMUCH like JONATHAN from childcare kay.
Valen and I were like making her say "zeh zeh I dont wanna colour." "I cannot finish my rice." "I dont wanna sleep" and stuff while we closed our eyes.
She SERIOUSLY sounded like jonathan.
Though she had sore throat, she still shout as LOUDD as before. and its really loudd(:
Haha. Yes yes.
During Chinese esther and jed was really funny.
They were being noisy(as usual)
Lao shi got angry I think?
Hehh.
When we were leaving the CL room, lao shi scolded esther and jed.
Valen and I were with them then.
Lao shi then asked them to write a letter to her.
“蕙静和思恩！ 你们两个今天回去跟我写一封信给我！”
lao shi then went into the room.
Esther then asked:
“老师！cheong 的华文是什么阿？”
haha. Really funny.
That esther ah, always like that.
When a teacher is scolding shes always like, laughing and sutff.
Yeah.
There isnt training today so shoes, wennie, monnie, michelle and I went to BPP to eat.
Ate at long john's.
Wennie ate the MOST EXPENSIVE one again.
Stupid. Wennie. Always. Like. That.
Yupp.
Came back after that then watched Tokyo Juliet.
Yeah.Oh yes, since it has been quite a long time that i've stopped blogging, like when i'm in china or stuff, i shall recommend some nice dramas and shows to watch!(:

most of y'all will be familiar with HANA KIMI(:

yeah.

urmm.

-tokyo juliet is a nice show too(: >though its quite old alrd

-wei xiao pasta(not sure about the eng title)> quite new one

-it started with a kiss> received good comments from friends i recommanded(: >old but not old

-love in the vineyard>very old.

-reaching for the stars>old.

-silence> new but not new. uhh. or rather old but not old.

-the hospital> new but not new too. hehh.

-heaven's wedding gown> VERY OLD.

all these are quite old ones as you can seee(:

yeah. theyre REALLY nice kay.

TRUST ME:D:D

ADVENTURE CAMP!:D

ADVENTURE CAMP!

okay, i have to say it rocked!

the weather was really annoying but, we still had funnn!:D

slept in the same tent as valen, kat, hazel, charlotte, lingli& dwi!:D

esther&jed's tent was beside ours(:

i shall tell grandmother stories; starting from dayONE!

day1:

okay, i had to carry my 'luggage' all the way from tanglinCC bus stop to the courtyard okay! it wasnt light! REALLY! i was limping! i think it weighed like ten kg!

most of them were there when i reached. so we were like comparing luggages. hahaha. then i was walking walking, suddenly i almost trip over this SUPER BIG luggage. so then i thought it was estherlin's cause you know, ESTHERLIN eh! cause we all know that she might bring something very big. hahaha. but in the end, it was estherSEAH's instead. yerrr. i was like,"esther! you know i thought that big big luggage is yours!" then she gave that 'tsk' face&laughed. haha. sorry luhh.

yupps. then we waited so super long and FINALLY, we get to board the bus! yes. all excited monkeys. we were really looking forward. we did alot of stupid things on the bus too! heeeh, thats us, cant help it! oh oh! we passed this yio chu kang cemetry thing before reaching sarimbun campsite. it was pretty.... nice? no i mean its like, a nice view luhh. all neat and tidy with the different religions or somthing? the chinese, malay and christian cemetry with like 20+/- lanes. so cool.

after passing the cemetry and blahblah, we finally reached the campsite. it didnt look good on the outside kay. seriously it didnt. so we were all screaming. and like the campsite was really inside so when we were outside, we saw lots of uhh, rubbish so we supposed it was gonna be bad.

alighted outside the campsite and went in with the lead of the trainers. there was only stone &sandy-mud paths. we were like, looking on the floor while we walked.

we assembled at this only mud&grass place and we were told to SIT. so obviously most of us didnt. we sat on our bags then. after all the briefings and putting our bags on the canteen which is the only place with shelter or something, we proceed to our own groups with our trainers. my group's is sonia. she has quite a squeaky voice. and i thought it sucked. sorry. we had to do this 'goals' thing. oh and our group name was gucci. ahah, sounds so.. chichichi-ish. yep, we had to come out with a cheer too. that took quite long luhh. ohh btw, the other grp's trainer is haz. shes FUN and NICE!:D

then we had to pitch our own tents! yes! it was quite fun! we had to carry many many heavy things to the field before even pitching. after carrying all those stuff my hands are like, rough. those like when you do too much housework, you'll feel that you have dry hands kind. yupp. tent pitching was fun! we built ours on this not-so-straight land so we joined all our floorboards together. it was quite difficult to get through but it was rather cosy!

when we were gonna finish pitching the tents, it started drizzling or smth? yup. after pitching the tents, we had our LUNCH! yes! i felt quite hungry! and i finished everything! hehehehe. oh &the rain became heavier. so yes, obviously we couldnt do out activities on time. we had rafting and kayaking. &the rain delayed them. saddening kay.

we were supposed to do kayaking according to the schedule but instead, we had to do the rafting. oh in case y'all dont know whats rafting, its the one where you have to build a boat thing using 4longggggggggg wooden sticks and 3tyres. i wouldnt say sticks luhh, i shall say rods or maybe planks. it was really heavy! and before that we had to help the SY people carry out all the kayaks in the rain, of course. then haz said she needed 2people to go with her to carry the planks. so i pulled estherLIN along since she was so free.

we followed her and yes. we carried this two heavy and long wooden thing luhh. esther was infront while i was at the back. i think we were like 30metres apart. so far right! &i think those two thing weighed like TEN KILOGRAMS or what! very very very extremely heavy! and we like carried IN the rain! we walked about 100metres or less then i couldnt see anything cos the water went into my eyes. then esther keep complaining that i turn the planks so it was like, i turn, she turn, i turn again, she turn back and blahblah. i was like already shouting,"ESTHER! I CANNOT SEE ANYTHING!" like for how long. then suddenly she let go of the planks. and so of course i also had to luhh. if not my hand.... cant take it luhh. i cleared my eyes and proceed on.

i hands were alrd shaking and my body was shivering alrd and i still carried all those things. luckily half way the SY people came to help. thanks man. seriously, my hand had NO COLOUR. you can imagine how cold i was. and there wasnt any dry spot on me luhh. kat and hazel said my lips were pale. the rainy rain plus the windy wind. what do you think!

didnt really help for rafting. cause. i. was. so. cold. needed ppl ro try the raft. so since i was like not dry alrd, i just volunteered. after rafting we went to bathe. okay. it was this open area where everyone just bathed together. we were so lucky cos we were one of the earlier classes. then like its in the open right, so we cant bathe naked, obviously. so we had our undergarments+shorts on. quite cool luhh. funn to bathe together! but after that the drains were flooded! ohh and summore we bathed in the drizzle. yes. this was how diff kay.

so after bathing, it was DINNER. WHOO. had hot milo! that was SOOO GREAT. at least it warmed my hands and body!:D after dinner came the serious game thing. we were supposed to keep quiet, close our eyes, hold each others hands, and put our heads down, & pass down a number by squeezing our friends hands by the number of squeezes per time. not a easy game. our group didnt manage to figure out the answer. but it was a good lesson learnt. we learnt to appreciate things more in life. yeah. those with physical disabilities are really poor thing and they treasure things more than we do. at least this is what i think!

yupp, had supper then went back to our tents to sleep!:D oh and some ppl went back! they missed out the fun! i think like 3 of them from my group went back. think it was voilet, abby and chels? so when i reported the no of ppl, it was like the least no of ppl in a grp! haha.

&you know! it was still drizzling at night! so we could here the pik piaks. oh and our tent place was bad bad bad. it was all muddy at the my-side entrance! like your whole feet will sink in those kind when you just simply walk! esther and jed came to our tent and we talked lotsa crappy crap! they went back &were still talking crap! could hear them from our tent.

the trainers were outside and they kept telling us to sleep cause they could hear us talking. one of them said that they just scolded two girls for being too noisy and inconsiderate. and DUH~ we thought it was esther and jed but they said it wasnt them. eeeyerr. would be really funny if it was them! haha. not long after then trainers went to the sheltered area(so called canteen?) to sleep. then again, noise travels so... could hear esther and jed's voice luhh. quite tired so slept not long after. oh wait. dwi hang her 'thomas the train' thing towel in the tent at lingli's sleeping place so she was complaining that she cant get to sleep and that thomas was huanting her! HAHA. poor lingli!:D:D

day2:

valen and some other people woke up at like 5plus luhh. dunno why did they do that. then they went to esther's tent? yeah. i was so tired i woke up at like6? with dwi and some other people!

our schedule was a super good one! we had hangout first after breakfast. i did the high high element! so scary! i still felt fine when i was in the belay team thing and thought it was nothing. but right. when i was climbing. oh my! scaryyyyyyy! i was like screaming! oh yes charlotte! so brave luh! haz's group was doing the scariest one. rawr. esther was doing the lowest and easiest one yet she screamed the loudest. in fact she even cried? whoa. she started earlier than me and when i was walking the thing she was still clinging on to the thing. ahaha, so many thing.

did the fun fun zipline after that! i was the 7th to do it? it was really fun! that scott was quite annoying. i was like asking him what to do. and he said he'll do it for me. in the end he did wrongly and i got scolded. eeyerr. stupid. anyway, the moment when i jumped! the feeling was, GREAT! love it! FUN FUN and only FUN!:D

did rock climbing after that. estherLIN was my supporter. i couldnt climb then thing cause the rocks were so small and apart! oh man. esther instead of supporting me, she kinda pulled my shirt up. hahaha. stupid esther. then after til i climbed a certain height, she was like," EH! I CANNOT HOLD YOU ANYMORE! TOO HIGH! WHOA! YOU GO UP YOURSELF!" i swear the way she said it was FUNNY. really kay!

after that was lunch! then we played some games and cheers and campfire stuff before going to the challenge valley! I LOVE THAT THE MOST! the pool was brownish. well, its called the milo pool, which means muddyyyy pool. but the mud was all down and the water was fine:D we made both the trainers do it first. funnnn! i did last! then some people got to do it again. esther was the first one out of all of us to go. the very 1st one from secondarytwograceyear2007. hahah, yes. you should feel proud, esther. ohh you know when it was like xiuhui's turn or smth, she screamed and like opened her mouth so she drank the water. so hazel laughed so much she pee-ed. hahaha. and haz couldnt stop laughing. i think she laughed for like some full ten mins!

we finished everything early so we bathed early too! thanks to haz for making us do things fast!i think we were an hour early! so we had time to practice our campfire thing before the campfire. good! yep. so after dinner was campfire! AND LIKE, our class was the FIRST to perform! and it was quite screwed. haha, luckily i was standing right at the back!:D oh oh! sarah had gastric or smth in the middle of the campfire! poorthing! wanted to do smth when i saw her in great pain.

we were like doing the twograce banana cheer on the way back. and haz told us that she knew it was us when other trainers were asking which group it was. aha. she was like,"ah that one dont need to ask lah. surely my class one." HAHA, cool!

supper was green bean soup which tasted quite.... weird. didnt sleep in the tents cause only half the number of tents were built. so we slept in the STI or smth? with ppl from other classes. it was COLD there. one good thing is that its near the toilet. ahaha. we were still very noisy by 11? or 10.55? so haz called EVERYONE out and somehow scolded us. aiyoh. i was sleeping in between valen and dwi, then dwi turned to her left, and valen was talking to shoes all the way who was on her right, so i was left in the middle. so i slept early. they said they couldnt sleep cause of jed's nonsense. ahh, cant be bothered. at least i had a good sleep!:D

day3:

assembled at the sheltered area. &it stopped raining! but too bad for us, it stopped on the last day. whats the point? lols. we had to remove the floorboards from the tents even before eating breakfast. rawr. okay. and yes, my hands felt rough again. but this time it was like a human chain so it was so much easier. had our breakfast, packed and left for kallang for dragon boating! WHOO!

dragonboating rocked! my 2nd time! 1st time was netball training. i partner-ed dwi!:D yaye netballers! we didnt win for the races though! we rocked our boats! i swear it was fun! REALLY! lalala. team spirit! the 2 twograce groups joined forces and bullied other groups! WHOO! GO GRACE!

after dragon boating, we walked to kallang stadium's toilet and got changed into nice and fresh clothes! ate lunch! haz treated some of us to drinks! she refused to accept my money kay! anyway thanks haz! love<3

heeded back to sch and had debrief! they photos that were taken were also shown up!& there was one when they showed the 6SE class tee, almost all the former 6SE people screamed! accept for valen luhh. well, her battery was flat- its like you can hear ppl screaming from differnt corners of the LT. hahah. cool luhh, then the trainers were like, giving that whoa face.see we still love 6SE so much! most of us brought the tee! thats why they took the pict? heeeeh. 6SE is the LOVE!<3>

yupps. anyway, after that break camp. then went home on mum's nice nice car! hahaha. ate guava that mum bought. hehehe. I LOVE THE CAMP!:D WHOOOOOO!

saturday,3march07:

okay. i had tuition.its math. and science on tues.

and guess what! its at the far far BISHAN!

oh my! that stupid teacher didnt allow us to LAUGH at all. wahseh. stupid fat guy.

dont care bout tuition luhh.

after tuition went to minyee's house to teach her dance.

there was this 'shake butt' step.

XM&I TOOK ONEHOUR+/- TO TEACH HER and then she only mastered ABIT! so annoying ah!

her dad was like saying when she dances, she looks like a tree swaying.

so funny! hahaha.

&he said that she was a disgrace to teochews! HAHAHAHA.

minyee, work hard! dont disgrace us! HAHAHA

teochew girls are the best kay!

hahaha. kidding luhh.

yupps.

end here bah.

bye darlings!<3