another emo-ness.

okay.
suddenly remembered.
dont wanna add into the previous post cause.
aiyo.
yes.
today is a very bad day.
sighhhh.
english test was not easy &i didnt manage to finish it.
got back chinese paper.
i FAILED.
i'm really sad.
really.
this is the FIRST everr time.
18/40.
really low.
its like a disgrace to chinese. i feel so. ARGH.
got back math too.
half of the class failed.
out of 37 only 19 passed.
although i passed, but still not satisfied.
highest is 23/30.
i got 19/30.
why why why.
why people can get so high and i cant.
my.
and like most of the errors are careless.
angryyy.
i am so gonna work really really hard this year.
cannot fool around too much alrd.
dad &mum, so sorry.
i will really work hard.
i want to score high too.
dad, i wont let you down(:
i WILL go to some american UNIs.
CL lesson today i was quite quiet.
was feeling really down.
training i was like lying down alone on the floor while the rest chatted.
was thinking bout lots.
was really quiet today during training.
abit dreamyy during lit too.
I WILL ACE.
W-I-L-L.
mum you wait and see.
dont keep saying that i dont organise my time well and you dont see me reading and studying and stuff.
you wait and see.
i'm gonna ACE.
like what the class motto is: ACE;with GRACE.
i WILL.