fed up.

seriously, is it just so difficult? you all know the lyrics and the steps. everything's almost done. why cant you all cooperate? other classes can get things done easily, why cant we?

there i was screaming and shouting, telling you all to get up and do the cheer. but what was your response? "oh heck care lah. i dont wanna do it." is it? class reps were so fed up, they couldnt be bothered anymore; gave up; and did their own things.

c'mon. why is it so difficult to get things done? class reps are tired. so am i. nobody just seem to care. please, can you all give a basic respect to us by listening to us? the worst thing was, the five of you. didnt. even. give. a. damn. about. me. standing. there. shouting. and. screaming. at. you. all. but. instead. you. all. continued. talking. and. screaming.

you know how difficult it is to do this thing with even good friends not cooperating? hen wei nan ni zhi bu zhi dao ah. i cant scream and shout at you all cause i dont wish to cause any problems. but i cant stand there and heck care like you all because I CARE.

i care for the class. i want the class to do well. i know that if we do well our class points might shoot up cause we're the last currently. we wont be looked down upon as much. it is really not a pleasant thing when someone looks down on you. seriously, SC should remove this whole merit system. it aint doing any good.

i stood there, shouted, screamed, no one cared. i walked around telling groups to stand up and get into their positions. some did; but when they see others still talking, they were back talking again. i didnt tell that group cause i expected you all to DIY. but you didnt. you didnt even give me face. imagine you yourselves standing up there shouting and screaming so loudly yet no one cares; even your good friends. how will you feel? i'll tell you. DISSAPOINTED.

at last i was so pissed and annoyed; cause when i asked the class reps what to do, they told me to give up and dont care about you all. they are tired; tired of shouting and screaming at you all but yet you all didnt care. please, can you all just put yourselves in their shoes? understand how difficult it is being a leader.its not easy, seriously.

so yes, i screamed so loudly i guess everyone was shocked cause i am not usually like that. there was silence for a moment finally. i was really pissed and fed up. i just went to behind the piano and hide there. then, you all slowly got up and went to your places.

and when gladys said that you all made me pissed and am crying, you all moved faster, i suppose. why? why is it that only when people are angry and pissed then will you all do things properly? its not a good thing. why cant you all make things better when we talk to you nicely, telling you all to do things? why must you wait till people are angry and pissed then you will start doing things? why? do you all like people screming and shouting at you instead of talking to you all nicely? i dont suppose.

but after i came out laughing, you all were like, "chey!" and started talking again. what is this? so you mean you must have people pissed then you will do it? whatever.

we werent still very familiar with the steps and the whole thing was quite messy, and it was break time. i told you all to do it properly so that you can go for break. well, it seemed that no one wants to go for break. class reps were fed up again. i said again. this time, class rep totally gave up and said that you dont have to do, and just go for your break if you want. you all know its sacarsm. someone then told the class rep to chill. she then told you all to do the thing.

you see, you ONLY do it when people are angry and pissed and fed up and TOTALLY give up on you all.

finally, this ended.

then again, supposed to have practice during recess; but; we were so fed up; and there was no use being so tired cause of you all not wanting to do it. its very tiring. seriously. and what was your reactions when you heard that? "REALLY? YES!" you all were so happy. what crap. please, its for the class. i believe you all want to win, right? so can you all just practice at home and not screw it up on monday? the feeling's bad. my class was like that last year. you have to understand that last minute wont help. it will be very unfair for those who are doing it properly.

c'mon grace. you want to do it; you want to do it well. you dont want to embarrass yourselves infront of the lower sec classes. you want to win. its just a few minutes. just do it this time, will you?