Sunday, August 22, 2010

time to update

I wonder if anyone still reads my blog.

Anyway, its been ages since I last blogged. Looking back, time really flies. Orientation seemed to have just passed. It feels as if I just entered JC, but promos are just 43 days away. How scary can that be.

1. I'm really glad that I've been catching up on school work these days.
2. YOG Handball match tomorrow with 1036!

There's just too much to update that I dont know where to start from. Maybe I should update more often. But whatever, I'm busy. Hahaha.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

sometimes, what you least expect is what happens eventually

sometimes, I wish we were more different, and perhaps independent; independent on our thoughts. We are two different people; we may share many similarities, but we are different. If it wasnt for my persistance, this wouldnt happen.

"The best things in life are unexpected - because there were no expectations." Really?

我做错了吗?

I'm sorry.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Enough is enough

Hello, please stop giving me (us) so much trouble. It is annoying. Enough is enough ok. I will really appreciate it if you stop it. Thank you very much.

P.S. dont ask me who am I referring to. If you know, you know. If you dont, thats too bad.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

this is NOT the way to do it

What makes you THINK that you have the RIGHT to scold / shout / scream at us when YOU YOURSELF are of such a LOW standard?! You talk about our attire and grooming, but what about YOURS? Short skirts, dyed hair, long frindge. Is this how a SENIOR / ROLE MODEL should be? If you want to scold us, please check on YOURSELF FIRST before telling us off. Dont try to fool us, we are NOT primary 1 kids.

You want us to greet you. Yes no problem, sir and mam is WAY GOOD ENOUGH. You are ONLY ONE year OLDER than us. If you want us to address you by your names, you JOLLY WELL INTRODUCE YOURSELVES to us FIRST. You cannot expect us to know ALL of you given that MANY of you have such a freaking LOW profile in school. Like HELLO? I DONT EVEN KNOW YOURE A COUNCILLOR. I dont even think you deserve MY greetings.

You want us to do things fast, but EXCUSE ME, can you do it within that limited time? If NOT, DONT say that we are SLOW, because you are just being UNREASONABLE. EVEN if you are ABLE to do so, please remember that we have TWICE the number of people you have, so like OBVIOUSLY we need MORE TIME to do things. YOU STUPID AH? NO COMMON SENSE? I seriously think so.

When our fellow nominees left, it is OBVIOUSLY (like DUH) NOT our problem, but YOURS. You dont and cannot put ALL the BLAME on us. Dont tell me you were NEVER taught how to REFLECT in your 18 years of life. You want to instil discipline, you can, but YOU DONT DO IT THIS WAY. Doesnt mean your seniors did that to you and you went through the similar experience gives you the RIGHT to do this to us. If you DONT LIKE IT, CHANGE IT LA. IF NOT WHY ARE YOU IN STUDENT COUNCIL? NO COMMON SENSE IS IT?

There is a reason why you are NOT being respected by your FELLOW peers and juniors. There is a reason why you suck. There is a reason why people think your seniors are BETTER than you.

You know what, our PARENTS dont even say those things to us, so what makes you THINK that you can? SO WHAT if you are JC2s? BIG DEAL? NO.

This is STUDENT COUNCIL, NOT NCC or any other UNIFORM GROUPS. You want us to do it the UG style, you JOLLY WELL TELL US first. You think ALL the nominees are from the UG? You think we are SUPPOSED to know all the commands and behaviours and all that? Even in the UGs they INTRODUCE their rules FIRST, because this is CLEARLY NOT COMMON SENSE. YOU STUPID AH? DONT KNOW HOW TO THINK IS IT?

THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO DO IT.

Friday, January 29, 2010

A New Start

I never thought this time would come so quickly; that I will go to Junior College so soon.

Today is my first day as a JC student. This morning mian and I were feeling excited but a little nervous at the same time. After 7 years of seperation, we are finally going to be reunited. Last night we were talking about the times we shared in Stamford Primary, and we came out with a conclusion: only when we study in the same school will we do well in our academics, and of course in other areas. So hopefully, we'll do well in JC hurrr.

JC doesn't seem like what I've expected. Or maybe, its just NYJC. Everything seems to be so different. Or should I say, its the culture, cuz anyway the culture is what affects the whole of the college. 5 SCgirls compared to maybe 50 over in ACJC? Is this what makes me feel the difference? The way people talk, interact and behave. It doesn't give me the very homely feel, unlike SC. I really really miss SC. The teachers, the staff, the students, friends, canteen vendors, and even the cleaners.

I wonder if anyone would greet and thank the cleaners for their contributions to the school; I wonder if my classmates will be so crazy as to hide and scare the teachers, sometimes singing them birthday songs when we feel like it (although it is not the real date); I wonder if anyone will scream and jump and hug each other when they see frogs along the corridor; I wonder if I will still receive gifts from the girls during Valentines' Day, ignoring how others look at us because we love each other so much; I wonder if I can still shout in class to ask for a pad when I need one; I wonder how much I miss SC, and the answer is a lot. I never thought I will miss SC this much; I never ever thought I would even say this.

Looking on the brighter side, orientation has been quite fun, though a little bit tiring. I've made some friends, not a lot though, from my OG (Junkers6). We were quite good at the games! Just that I think we are not v.enthu. At least I am quite, I think. I'm just quite glad that people in NY seem to be nice, not bitchy, please. Tomorrow's orientation is at Sentosa. It's gonna be really tiring, but I know fun will come with it :D

I hope that JC would be fun, exciting and enriching. Although NYJC was never my desired school before, I hope I didnt make the wrong decision.

It's gonna take me some time to adapt.

"... and I believe SCGS girls will be able to adapt and change accordingly..."-Mrs Low.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

first post in 2010

110th Anniversary batch of Sec4 students:
best MSG (9.1)
best L1R5
best L1R4

这些都没有我的份...

Actually I've expected my result. Didnt cry because of that, but because of parents. I didnt do well yet they just encouraged me and said I did very well.

还记得去年这个时间我也在哭... 但是,哭过就好了。我不会再为这成绩流任何一滴眼泪了!

And bitches, dont act like you care so much about me but actually you just wanna compare results. I know you've done better than me but so what? Its just O levels. Its still early now. In future, 我会让你对我刮目相看。

This is just O levels.
O levels 考得好不代表A levels 考得好;
A levels 考得好也不代表大学成绩好/进得了好的大学;
毕业于好的大学更不代表工作/生活会过得好。
我O levels 考得不好,但我就是要过得比你们好。

Sunday, October 04, 2009

中秋节快乐



中秋节快乐!昨天去了seoul garden吃烧烤庆中秋。然后嘞... I BOUGHT MY PROM SHOES HEHEHE. V.HAPPY NEHZXZX:D Thanks Zhao! :D

BTW the picture was taken at Singapore Ferry Terminal or smth like that. We were going to Bintan:D (August 2009)

Countdown to O' levels: 21days

Sunday, September 06, 2009

真无聊

生病发高烧...天天呆在家里...喝粥and吃药...很无聊!!!
还不能做功课cos头还有点晕。
哇,我已经五天没动到学业上的东西了!!!浪费掉5x24个小时!!!
HOW HOW HOW?!
stupid Nazirah never reply me. Dont know if there's lessons tmr >:(

Friday, July 31, 2009

6 more days!

OMG 10 papers down, 6 more to go in just 4 school days! whoooo! physics today wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be, but I don't think I'll do well. Hurrr. Nevermind its over ;D

Anyway, 110th ANNIVERSARY DINNER WAS SUPER FUN. and GLAM OF COURSE ;D Afterall I looked quite like a nyonya. Daddy mummy mianz and my maid thinks I look quite a bit like Jeanette Aw. Maybe just cause I was wearing Peranakan kebaya.
I think our table was the only table with all kebayas. or at least 90% (vic's sister didnt wear). Peranakan kabayas are so pretty! :D Peranakan food is also quite nice. Tsk, I should have taken more pictures. There's more on facebook. This is for people like Kartika, who refuses to create a FB account. tsk tsk tsk. Anyway thanks Kartitka, for the dinner!



Starters.

fish maw(?) soup?

nyonya chup chye?

some chicken

rendang (oh yes this thing and the chicken changed my braces colour :O )

fish

the prawns are really good :D

I like nyonya kuehs too!




Kartika, your BIG EYE picture!

China + Philippine scholars! :D


NAZIRAHHHH!

VICKY VICKY VICCC!

Thank you Kartika! Buy me a mountain next time!

I like this picture:D

Trisha looked v.nice :)

Her sister too! V.cuteeeee!

Vic's sister's adorable too!

Table #13
Happy birthday SCGS!

Julie :)

Jing Rui :)

hahaha. Oh yeah its 12am now. This is the 2nd day and 8th hour not seeing zz. hahah amazing huh!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

原来......

我们不再是好朋友了。

虽说我们还是朋友,我们不再像以前一样亲密了。

就两年的时间...

因为彼此有很多不同的地方,让我们少了联络,自然而然就变成这样了...

也许我们已经没缘份了。

但我还是珍惜那段友情,谢谢你。



最近周围蛮多人有友谊问题。大家都怎么了?

可能是O levels 的压力太大吧...



你有没有这么想过?

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

HELLO EVERYONE

UPDATE AFTER MORE THAN A MONTHS TIME!
HEHEHHEE, FRIENDS, DONT SAY I DONT UPDATE KKKKK! HERE IT IS.

The past weekend was quite enjoyable :D With dad around, we'll just go out most of the time :)
Went to the same place in 3 consecutive days, how interesting luh. BUT NEVERMIND BECAUSE I GOT MY PROM DRESS! V.V.V.HAPPY! THANK YOU DADDY! Now I'm quite excited but its another 4 months away. Oh well.

Study camp has been quite tiring. Didn't know staying til 8pm could drain up so much energy. Maybe its because I have not been sleeping early enough. But nevermind because it means more work done in school! Work done = Force x distance (W=Fs). WOAH OMG! HAHAHA physics test tmr! :O HEHEHEHEE.

I think I'm getting very boring right. HOWWWWWW, look at what O levels is doing to ME! D:

Friday, June 05, 2009

做人要诚实

那只是一个模拟考试,没什么大不了...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I dont know what to put here :O

I woke up 30mins ago and just finished bathing, all thanks to AMELIA.
Slept at 3am on friday night, which is essentially saturday morning already, and because I was SOOOO tired I slept for 16hours(woahhhh), which means I woke up at 7pm yesterday(saturday). Thought I could last quite long since I slept for so long but no, I fell asleep as I was reading 8days, at around 12 or 1am? YES so I didnt bathe until 30 mins ago. Ah, what irregular time luh.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!
Although your real birthday is tomorrow and you most probably wont see this; never mind, at least I had some fun at your party! :)

Woah I havent been blogging since 53 days ago. hahaha not my highest record though :D I think as days come by I'll have lesser time to blog. Anyway that doesnt really make a difference for me because I'm usually quite lazy to post something here already.

Study camp is quite effective as in I study quite a lot during that time slot just that only when I'm too tired then I wouldn't be able to concentrate, however most of the time when I come back I dont do anything; and because I usually finish my homework at study camp I dont do anything during the weekends most of the time, as well. Stupid, I think I must work harder, cannot be lazy! AHHH.

I think I'll go sleep now, just for a while then I'll go get some work done :)

(pictures on FB, or maybe a few here if I feel like it:D)

Thursday, April 02, 2009

101th post!

hahaha I know its unbelievable but its only my 101th post after creating a blog for 4-5 years. so on average, I have 20+ posts per year, which means around 2 posts per month, which again means that I take 14 days to update after each post. OMG HAHAHA.

ANYWAY, I know you people miss my face a lot, so.....


Pine Court Restaurant @ Meritus Mandarin Hotel
(actually I just felt that my blog lacked some photos :D )

hahaha GOODBYE! ;)
and good luck for chem tmr!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

just a summary

I think I'll just make this really brief.
Kuantan trip was quite fun. Should be uploading pictures on FB, if not then some here.
Not much homework for the holidays, finally.
Fei and mons came after training today. quite fun. esp when i scare them. haha.
I'm quite sick. Throat is kinda itchy. Nose is a little blocked. V.tired now. Gonna sleep.
Sec 4 Netball Lunch tmr. excited.
Rest well and dont fall sick, friends. Goodbye.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Exciting!

YAYE Kuantan Trip in 6.5 more hours!
I know i should be sleeping by now but I cant help it, I'm nocturnal.
ZzzZzzzZzZzzZ. (HAHA OMG)

Actually I had a post a few days ago but I didnt publish it and somehow it disappeared.
AH whatever, so annoying. It happens ALL THE TIME luh :( omg I sucked today at sports heats la. hate 1.5km! I knew I'll be super lousy. This year's timing is slower than my sec 2 timing k! I hope 4DG will win 4x400m. 3rd will be good enough(:

AH I dont know what to say already. Maybe its because my brain juice is being used up for today. SORRY IF I MAKE YOU FALL ASLEEP, AGAIN D: OH, Mummy bought a Wii last saturday:D like FINALLY, after 1 year and 7 months. HAHA.

alright I better go, SOMEONE is nagging me to go to bed.
BYE (;

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

040309

omg I just finished uploading ten thousand pictures on facebook.
seriously, its not an easy job.
ah whatever, my lesson learnt is to upload often. hmmm.
so I uploaded
-last year's S3 netball dinner in december(which only 5/9 of us went)
-playing Wii at Monnie's house
-Lynn's sweet sixteen
-after our last zonal match
-RI investiture
go facebook and see if you want (:

RI invest was quite fun (just for the touring part). The school compound is really big. like REALLY BIG. Wu wei asked something funny when the formal part ended and we were all eating. She was like, "Did you all practice for the invest?"
OMG LA, HAHA, WHAT A QUESTION RIGHT. maybe thats what OLD people would ask, and I just cant relate to her. HAHA. (right, Wen Fei? ;D )

anyway my 30cm thick homework is calling me now. YEAH I'M COMING :(
so annoying :( I'll go now. Dont wanna sleep any later than 12. Hopefully I can. Means 2hours and 40mins more to go.

BYE.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Nothing to lose

Last zonal match,
Last chance to play for SCGS netball,
Last 10 minutes to work hard with lovely people,

I LOVE SCGS NETBALL,
B'DIV 2009


CUTE sec 4s!


TEAM SCGS.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Last one

All the way.
We've got nothing to lose.
Show it to them.
For our pride.
Motivate juniors.

Go SCGS NETBALL. Its our last game for 2009 season. Sec 4s, its our last one. Let's just play our best.

Realised I've been blogging about my lovely team these days. Shall share a bit of my life now then. So yesterday was valentines day! A day full of love! It started with training in the morning and friendlies with BP. It was sec 4s' last training:( Finished at 12.30. Actually the friendlies ended quite early, like at around 11? Just that we were only dismissed at around 12 plus. It was quite late already, so I couldn't join my lovely teammates for lunch. Had to go home to bathe and blah blah blah so that I could be on time to meet Theodore at 2. Ah, but I was late in the end so nevermind~

Kinda left house in a rush that I forgot my camera. I was so annoyed but nevermind, I knew someone else would have one. Luckily I remembered to bring the flowers for Valen and Theodore(ah I'll just use "T" k, its just too long to type:D). :D Walked around Bugis for Valen's present. Ah, it was so difficult okay! But we still got them in the end. Omg! I actually forgot that there was a Starbucks and Topshop in Bugis! But its not counted cause I KNEW there was one there:D

Went to starbucks for a while. Stupid piggy Hazel was taking a long time. Her stupid camp! Yeah but then T had to go already so I decided to wait for Hazel at NJC. Took MRT to paya lebar then cabbed to the Valen's weird-named party place. I guess I had fun, in some way or another. At least I got to catch up with Hazel and stuff! I only disliked the noise. Dont like joining the crowd at this kind of party. As in I dont really know some people so yeah. (I wanna keep a low profile) Kept changing places in the function room cause noise was every where. Hazel was tired but she couldnt sleep properly cause of the noise. Ah, I was kinda annoyed too. Hmm, so I told her to go out to sleep on the couch and stuff. Actually thats almost all luh, we kinda left after that.

Came home; was so tired; bathed; slept; woke up at 12+; watched TV; then play!

Webcam-ed with Valen then with T. Mian and I tricked T by wearing same clothes and same hairstyle and stuff. SUPER FUNNY. There were like 3 rounds and like we kept switching places and changing stuff. but OMG! He managed to get ME right!:D:D HAHA. Cause of this, Hazel stayed for another hour. (She's supposed to leave at 3? then 4? then in the end 5.) HAHA HAZEL I LOVE YOU OKAY ALRIGHT! HOPE IT WONT BE ANOTHER MILLION YEARS AWAY TIL I NEXT SEE YOU. I'M AIMING FOR NJC or acjc. What do y'all think huh!:D

I think I am getting abit naggy and draggy and stuff. Sorry if I made you fall asleep. Havent posted about my life for 100000000 years. And I really suck at summary so I cant condense all the events. Thats too bad, for you! K alright!

With lots of LOVE,
ZHANG XIFAN ♥

I'm happy when you're happy ♥

Happy Birthday Valentina Yong!
My friend for more than 6 years!






Thank you for everything you've given me, especially for the joy and laughter you've brought to me! Thanks for cheering me up when I'm down. I love you I love you and I really love you. Just wanna say that everyone loves and cares for you. We will support you in whatever you do alright?

/edit
this is supposed to be for 14feb~